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I'm not okay. The urge to bypass everything in my book and jump into my chapters where Richard is constantly present and treating my OC like shit won't stop gnawing at me. I have no patience. I want to see him. I need to see him. I desire his rude, dickish moments, sm my stomach is turning. 
          
          Rant over. (:

The imposter syndrome is syndroming hardcore today. :)

I'm currently going through a draft of Richie and Jade speaking, and LMFAO; this man was so cruel that day holy fuck. 
          
          Time to rewrite. kfjhfjfhf

@Janrmzrr thank you! <3

Trying real hard not to lose the spark I've had to complete the next Got Cha chapter. Pray for me, ya'll.

I have something that isn't writer's block. What is it when you want to write everything at once and also tack new projects on the chaos?

Nothing makes me feel more mental than unpublishing books, editing them missing the original, and wanting to re-upload said original but thinking of how cringe-worthy everything is when I reread all of it. Alwayssss. 

The way I screamed when I saw the notification. Woah I'm so nostalgic rn. I love you sm. I love how I post this and I still havent replied to your whatsapp messages mdjdjsjs GONNA BINGE READ ALL YOUR STORIES WATCH MEEEE ♡

To avoid not being able to message your fellow mutuals, discord is the way to go. I've kept in touch with a lot of long-time friends that way. <3
          
          P.S. Wattpad just gets weirder & weirder. 

I genuinely wish Richie fics from 2021 would make a comeback. My heart aches when I think of how all the haters got excellent books deleted. 
          
          & I truly miss @wanderingpoetess making me scream and cry over teen Richie.