JadaLove300903

Basically I’m sure nobody on here knows that I’m chronically ill and have been for about 2 years now. 
          	
          	Yes, I am still waiting on investigations and have had many which were invasive and yeah I’ve spent like 50 something days tops in hospital this year but, I decided on my own behalf not to use the certain treatment I have at home because it’s taking a mental toll on me. 
          	
          	I know my family and the people around me will not be thrilled but I need to make a decision on my own because I’ve literally been doing all this work to get better in order to give them peace of mind.
          	
          	Please give me your support even if it’s a stupid or illogical decision. 
          	
          	I know I don’t write anymore but like I’m still around-I find joy in everyone’s comments and enjoyment of my stories. Maybe one day if I don’t have writers block and have the motivation, and well, “still physically around” I will put out something new.
          	
          	Until then, if there’s something you want me to read that you put out, I’ll do it. I’m still active ish.
          	
          	Thanks x 

JadaLove300903

@Toffeexe Almost bought me to tears-thank you so much for such a heartfelt message and your understanding<3 I really appreciate it 
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Toffeexe

@JadaLove300903 Hey! I just wanted to say thank you so much for the works you've written (especially two-faced, which I stumbled across on ao3 and cried about like a baby at 3am one night). I'm so sorry to hear that you're ill, and I hope you can get proper treatment that won't affect your mental health badly. I just wanted to write this to thank you on behalf of myself and all the other people who love what you write, even if you don't put anything else out I'm glad you did in the first place.
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JadaLove300903

Basically I’m sure nobody on here knows that I’m chronically ill and have been for about 2 years now. 
          
          Yes, I am still waiting on investigations and have had many which were invasive and yeah I’ve spent like 50 something days tops in hospital this year but, I decided on my own behalf not to use the certain treatment I have at home because it’s taking a mental toll on me. 
          
          I know my family and the people around me will not be thrilled but I need to make a decision on my own because I’ve literally been doing all this work to get better in order to give them peace of mind.
          
          Please give me your support even if it’s a stupid or illogical decision. 
          
          I know I don’t write anymore but like I’m still around-I find joy in everyone’s comments and enjoyment of my stories. Maybe one day if I don’t have writers block and have the motivation, and well, “still physically around” I will put out something new.
          
          Until then, if there’s something you want me to read that you put out, I’ll do it. I’m still active ish.
          
          Thanks x 

JadaLove300903

@Toffeexe Almost bought me to tears-thank you so much for such a heartfelt message and your understanding<3 I really appreciate it 
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Toffeexe

@JadaLove300903 Hey! I just wanted to say thank you so much for the works you've written (especially two-faced, which I stumbled across on ao3 and cried about like a baby at 3am one night). I'm so sorry to hear that you're ill, and I hope you can get proper treatment that won't affect your mental health badly. I just wanted to write this to thank you on behalf of myself and all the other people who love what you write, even if you don't put anything else out I'm glad you did in the first place.
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JadaLove300903

All readers of “The Face of the Moon” which is a sequel to “Two Faced Unturned Future”
           please alert me how you feel because the first two chapters were essentially testers and I really need to know whether I should release/continue it since other chapters are currently in editing.
          
          Thank you. (: 

JadaLove300903

@nina_crazygal not deleted although it’s unpublished-my amount of readers kept changing too drastically so I wasn’t sure whether anyone was interested 
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nina_crazygal

@JadaLove300903 was the story deleted?? I can’t find it 
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JadaLove300903

@RadinaGalinova @Tommyxcoke @Scareyejolteon14 and anyone else aware, despite the first chapter of the Two-faced sequel being released, I’m unsure how quickly I’ll be releasing chapters so there’s no consistent schedule. 
          
          Still look out for future chapters though as chapter 1 is purely a test/teaser 
          
          Thank you :)

JadaLove300903

For any readers of the Two faced series on Shanai2, specifically “Unturned Future,” 
          the sequel has been edited and released.
          
          It’s called The Face of the Moon and 1 chapter is out so far for anyone who was interested.
          
          Thank you :) 

JadaLove300903

Announcement from someone who hasn’t written nor intended to again and it’s been over a year.
          
          Surprisingly people still ask me what happened (on both writing platforms) after the book “two-faced “ and it’s alternate ending.
          
          I still get emails or comments about that so I decided to write more on that to close it up completely and give answers but It’s unreleased and I’m still not sure whether I will actually release it or not.
          
          I suppose it depends on level of engagement or interest. 
          
          If my followers and the general readers of this book (on Shanai2) are still active, what do you think? 

JadaLove300903

@RadinaGalinova  @Tommyxcoke_104 @Scareyejolteon14 In that case, definitely look out for it-still being edited 
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Tommyxcoke_104

@JadaLove300903 Pls post it two faced is my favorite fanfic ive ever read
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JadaLove300903

It’s so difficult having depression when the help isn’t even helping 

sara_y_07

@JadaLove300903 I hope you are doing well! Take good care of yourself! You can get through this! Its perfectly normal to have depression but that doesn’t mean your weak. On the contrary you are a very strong person bc living with depression is hard and you keep pushing through it everyday. Don’t give up! 
            
            “ONE DAY YOU WILL TELL YOUR STORY OF HOW YOU OVERCAME WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH, AND IT WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE’S SURVIVAL GUIDE.”
            -Brené Brown
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JadaLove300903

Not too sure where it originated but clear reminder to my followers not to call the characters “rats” In the comments section. 
          
          I’m pretty sure it is a racist term towards Asian people. 
          
          (Insult the villains if you want but don’t use that term, please) 

Lizrodel

@JadaLove300903  Oh, That's  Why Cuteratkasa12 Changed it, thanks for telling
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JadaLove300903

This doesn’t need to be read or responded to
          
          
          I’ve been wanting to commit for a very long time.
          
          I’ve written the notes in the past but they were always in my phone and I locked them to which I cat remember the passwords.
          I’m pretty terrible at writing notes and stuff like that tbh (ig it’s kind of funny)
          
          Don’t take after what I’m saying-I’m just writing here because I have no one who could genuinely help me 
          
          
          I don’t mean to be a party pooper/ruin your mood-this is a post that I’ve written because there’s nowhere else for me to turn to.
          
          Have a good day despite that you all and I’m sorry once again. 
          
          

JadaLove300903

@thatforeignkid thank you for your kind words <3 
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JadaLove300903

*oops I meant can’t but ig it’s easy to tell 
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JadaLove300903

I think I’ve made a decision-as you can probably assume, I won’t be writing anything anymore. And though I was going to delete my accounts, it seems others would find it a shame if my stories went along with it too.
          
          No I won’t be writing, but at least for now, maybe I’ll keep the accounts up so people can reread etc. 
          
          If there’s ever a time I do come to delete it though-it couldn’t be that surprising.
          So savour everything that’s here in consideration that that time comes ig. 
          
          Thank you guys <3 

WanderingWanda123

@JadaLove300903  Thank you Im glad your gonna keep this account for us to re-read it!
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NeneYashiro23

@JadaLove300903 I'm glad you're keeping your accounts up! :D
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