Hi. This is my last message on this account. Officially closing this chapter on my life. I don't think anyone's gonna read this, but I want to set this account free.
I still remember when it started. It was 18 July, 2017 when I decided to download this app called Wattpad where I could read the pokeshipping stories I usually read on web. Being Indian and an 11 year old at that, I had a pretty limited english vocabulary and for some reason, I thought that it'd be a good idea to start writing stories.
I do not regret it at all though. It was the start of something, the start of a journey. And a start is meant to be rough. I'd like to think that I have improved quite a lot from then (lol)
But here's a thing. I was stupid, as all 11 year olds are. I was stupid, dumb and mean and I said a lot of stuff that could've offended anyone. Something I remember is, I was an ardent hater of Serena and amourshipping. I am strictly against that mentality now though, ship wars are stupid.
2018-19 was the worst year of my life. A lot of stuff was going on at home, at school, I had terrible coping mechanisms and I started hating my body. I used the internet as an outlet. I probably annoyed you guys with my whining. Because as weird as it sounds, I didn't really have anyone to tell this stuff back in the real world. No one has the time and patience and it's pretty awkward too.
I still don't have an outlet but I like to keep things private now. And whining isn't the right way to go, grinding is. I grind hard this year and I will for the next two years. I am also preparing for LSAT, so yayyy! Life update?
I would like to say goodbye to everyone. It has been a grand time, bad and good times. I have met a lot of amazing people. Learnt a lot and improved a lot.
Thank you. ❤️
