Itachi_S_Lucius

Hiiiii everyone. So, don't suppose any of you guys would be willing to play Smite with me on PS5?  I'm not the bestest player, still a bit of an armature. Though not a rookie. 

Itachi_S_Lucius

Hihi. Me again. Being desperate. Anyone wanna be friends? ;-;  I'm laughing at my own disparity. Might as well right? I mean it can be fun, in its own way. Not certain how, but almost everything has an up side, well no that's not true. Everything has an upside because that's how basic balance is formed in the universe. Anyway. Anyone wanna be friends? 
          
          My username is: itachi_s_lucius on discord. 
          
          Anyway lots of love to you all. 

Splinter67

@Itachi_S_Lucius I will also be your friend
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Itachi_S_Lucius

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Okay, I'm not trying to sound like a whiny bitch here. But I'm gonna anyway so hold your horses and cuddle them close. 
          
          I work really fucking hard on my fics okay?! I'm sure many many authors feel this way. But you work on something for so long, you do research you stay up late, you edit, you rewrite. And look I'm not saying it's not satisfying to post a chapter when it's done and just say "ah finally I got that one up." 
          
          But sometimes. Some fucking times you just get so fed up. You work so hard, so hard, and then it feels like all your effort gets ignored. It really does make you want to give up, to just stop, to say "what's the fucking point!" And yeah I write for my own enjoyment, but I also write for others to have enjoyment, and to feel validated. 
          
          So yes I'm selfish, I don't care, I'm allowed to be selfish and want to have that feeling of accomplishment that people like my hard work and that it's not all WASTED. Because a hell of a lot of times that's how I feel. And I'm sure that's how many other writers feel too. 
          
          I needed to rant sorry. 
          
          End rant.

ScarletLunar168

@Itachi_S_Lucius nah it's okay. You shouldn't blame yourself. I know you didn't mean it that way. But! You did a pretty good job on your books. I love them so much!
            You deserve all the  praise. I feel really bad for you about the ignorance of some readers, you know.
            So you can do whatever you want! 
            If you want to continue writing, I'll read them, if you want to complain then I'll listen. 
            But if you want to delete your books, tell me first okay? Let's me download them first. I love them so much after all.  Well, I am kidding, don't take it seriously. 
            I've got a good sleep, so I felt quite a bit  high today.
            Oh god I'm about to rambling again! Well then author san, keep up the good work and cheer up okay? 
            ❤️
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Itachi_S_Lucius

@PrapapinChaiyaporn  Please don't think of it that way. I'm not angry at readers, just in general. It's not focused, and I blame no one but myself for my feelings. 
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ScarletLunar168

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@Itachi_S_Lucius well, I'm not a writer so, I don't really understand what's that feel like but i kinda understand your point here.
            'What's the point in doing this, if nobody  care to even left a fucking comment! right?
            So as a reader, i'm so sorry for making you feel neglected and unwanted like this. I have many excuses to say but I won't, it's our shitty readers fault anyway.
            I'm really sorry again. Please be angry at us all you want.
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Itachi_S_Lucius

Look guys, this might sound demanding coming from a writer such as myself. But I'm speaking for me and many others: See. When you're working on a WIP it can be very hard to work up enthusiasm to write for it sometimes, especially when it's for a rare-pair or similar. You look at the numbers and go "eh, is it really worth it? No one really likes it." And other similar thoughts. Commenting really really helps with that, it shows that there is a love for what you write. 
          
          I know it sounds demanding, but it really is helpful. 

KellShipsThat

@Itachi_S_Lucius Does it help even if I leave a smiley face? Sometimes I can't think of what to say to another writer, but I want to let them know they're awesome.
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Rachael_MythNinja

@Itachi_S_Lucius I really agree with this, it's one of the reasons I've struggled writing some of my stories, more so the one I'm currently working on
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SeaSaw-Panda

@Itachi_S_Lucius , not demanding. Educational. This is a good point, tanks for posting this.
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Itachi_S_Lucius

Yo~ does anyone play Ninja Storm 4, and wanna game with me in the Playstation?