Hi Isa. You don't know me, but you're about to. I'll keep this short.
I was following damn near everybody you traumatized when you decided to be an attention seeking little bitch. I was 13, and trying to help talk people out of suicide. A 13 year old that wasn't apart of your old friend group was trying to talk people out of suicide. Let that sink in. You didn't just traumatize everyone who used to call you a friend, you traumatized every single one of their followers at the time, too.
I didn't know you, but your name is still a trigger to me. If I hear it online, I know what you did. If I hear it irl, I remember. I actually had to stop being friends with someone because their sibling's name was Isa and I thought it might've been you.
You're the reason I learned to beg. I had to beg and bribe and do whatever I could to try to talk everyone else out of suicide. And I learned how to help others talk them out of it. And now, now that you're back, I was here to see everybody's live reactions. I tried my best to help those who needed it, followed everybody I could.
If I ever see anyone on here using what I call "suicide language", I still jump in to help. I'm 18 now, and it's been 5 years, and whenever I think about suicide, your name and what you did to me and everyone else pops up first.
Why did you do it? Obviously you wanted attention. But what made you do that and then play dead? You could have chosen any other outcome. You could've lied, but you didn't. So why are you telling the truth now? Why?