I need at least 5 hugs a day to function please help 

When you squeeze an orange, orange juice come out - because that's what is inside it. 
When you are squeezed, what comes out is what is inside you.
^you better make sure it's some good stuff. 

Orange juice from Innocent is my holy water. 
That makes me a cannibal

Don't hate
Meditate 

I have a lot of half-read books in my library and I don't know what to do with them.

I was once a shy little orange juice. 

I never commented on stories. 
I was afraid. 
Afraid of what? I don't know.
I still remember writing my first comment.
Unsure.
Checking the spelling of every word.
Reading it over and over again.
Is this a good comment?
"No. Probably not." I answer myself.
I delete it.
I write it again. 
Hands shaking. Heart beating.
I click.
"See, that wasn't hard." I lie to myself 
I continue reading.
Restless.
I go back to the comment.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ.
It isn't ғᴜɴɴʏ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ.
It isn't ᴇɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ.
ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ɪs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ .
I delete it.
I regret deleting it.
I want to comment.
I re-type all of it.
Click enter.

ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜɪs ᴛɪᴍᴇ.


Wow is this really the stuff I choose to share at 2 am?

Umm now that you're here, I was wondering if you could check out my Youtube channels. It took a lot of courage to make them and I am very proud of myself. 
🥺👉🏻👈🏻❤
https://youtu.be/ItQ0BB3zIF0

https://youtu.be/ub82Xb1C8os