InfinityLM44

My parents r talking about my marriage. Marriage is the most scariest thing in this world. I fear men, I fear marriage, I fear everything related marriage and men. Each day I m passing with fears. I am having suicidal thoughts these days. I can't concentrate on writing anymore. I can't... Whenever I try to write I start feeling suffocate with thoughts that they might marry off in the morning. I am having fear.... I fear men... Men r the scariest thing in this world. I an crying every night. U guys don't need to understand me anymore. Pls I am sorry. Forgive me.. But Idek what I am doing. I raised by mom while hearing my whole life from her "Men r TRASH". Now she is saying "I am getting sick day by day, there is no one can take care of u, before my death u need to settle down". I can't make her understand that you are the one who feed me that men r TRASH. Now u r saying get married. I hate my father most. When a daughter grow up their first love/first man/first hero r their father. But my father's images too bad. Which I can't describe. From my father's image and from my mother's description about men I start hating men. Now they r saying get married. I want peace... I really want some peace. I never understand that I will stand in this position in my life some day. I hate everyone... I hate everyone... I really wonder if my father wasn't here then my mom would say same thing or not. My mom say "marriage only way from this way we can get freedom." But my mom don't understanding that she is throwing me in another prison.... Anyway forgive me... I don't want to get married. I really never want to get married.

Richayizhan

Don't worry dear,
          	  Marriage is not always that scary...you don't have to be so afraid..trust me I was the same as u so terrified of letting someone in my life but last month I got married and u know whoever sees me now says "your after wedding glow is real baby" so my dear author it's all about who your partner is....I will pray with all my heart that u get the partner that can make u see the beauty of life and helps u out of your traumas...don't see the world with the same eye my friend it's very colourful...I hope u get to see the colours...with lots of love....❤️
          	  Keep smiling
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Story_hub_1991

@InfinityLM44 oh dear ...I wish I can really give you a hug  to comfort you to make you feel better. Don't be scared . You have endured a lot , God must be planning something great for you ...you can't trust men you fear of them I can understand just stay strong and tell your mom okay maybe she will understand and give some time to the time ....maybe someone ( no matter men or women ) who will cherish you dearly love you to the eternity will find you soon so please stay strong and when ever you feel suffocate try to talk to us okay we all here to hear you don't ever think of doing any stupid thing
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Kimliansuk

@InfinityLM44 me too... but I haven't said this to anyone I hope you can find a happy road you choose for yourself. don't give up. we need you . I am still waiting to read your novel after my busy time. wish you happiness sincerely.
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WANG_XIAN2019

The author is fine and yeah not back yet because she's trying to manage the personal life as much as possible which is taking all her attention and energy..i can't explain much because it's her private matter...but hopefully she'll be back as soon as she can ..

alo_vk0

Dear [@lnfinityLM44],
          
          Some stories simply entertain, but yours… they live in the soul. ✨ Every word you write feels like it carries a heartbeat, filling each page with emotions so real that they linger long after the last sentence. I can’t thank you enough for giving the world such powerful and beautiful stories.
          
          Among all your creations, The Lycan King Omega Mate holds the deepest place in my heart. It’s not just a story—it’s an experience. The way you bring characters to life, the way you weave love, pain, and passion into words… it’s something truly rare and magical. You have a gift, and I admire you for it with all my heart.
          
          Because I love your writing so much, I have a small wish—would you ever consider writing something about L and Light from Death Note? Your style is so unique and emotional that I know you could capture their mysterious, intense connection in a way that no one else could. Even just a short story from you would mean the world to me.
          
          Thank you for sharing your gift with us—you inspire me more than I can ever express.

YZFANNIE

Hello Author, it's been a while since you updated your story, I just want to let you know that I loved each of your stories and am looking forward to having more! I hope you're doing fine and taking care of your health! Please don't stress yourself too much and remember to take a rest also, life is really difficult and maybe unfair but hey! Have the courage to continue living okay? We're always here if you need someone to rant about your problems!

Kumari057

I hope you are okay and please try to keep negativity away from you and about the marriage decision please keep your mind calm if you are not ready don't accept that and try to make your mother understand what you wish to do and what do you want.
          May god bless you

bts07v

With time situation will surely change . Only ‘ change’ is constant in life . Author this will also pass be patient and trust in god . From my life experience l can in the end everything becomes right . God is the best planner sometimes problems comes because of our past life karmas but god listen if we remember him it always works in my case keep fighting..