InTheForestPrimeval

I kind of died for a while there, it’s been agessss since I last posted on this board. Anyway, how is everybody doing?

LivvyPastelGoth

@InTheForestPrimeval I'm good thanks, how are you?
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paige_turner_

@InTheForestPrimeval No! They made a second one. I dont know how or why but they did
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InTheForestPrimeval

@paige_turner_ how?? How was it not cancelled?? 
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paige_turner_

Not me having to text my friend for advice on how to reply to my crush 

InTheForestPrimeval

@paige_turner_ HEY THAT’S AMAZING WELL DONE IM SO SO PROUD OF YOU :))))))
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paige_turner_

Just came out to my best friend and I'm feeling pretty good
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paige_turner_

So GCSE results happened. I'm happy but so exhausted because I'm functioning on 3 hours sleep and adrenaline
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paige_turner_

So I forgot to mention that that bit and my friend broke up

paige_turner_

Music was meh EXCEPT FOR DANCING QUEEN AND MR BRGHTSIDE!! It was good I took loads of pictures with my friends and I'm glad I went
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InTheForestPrimeval

Wow, prom. That’s a big one. How was it?
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paige_turner_

So at prom (oh yeah I had prom) that boy came up to me and mentioned how my friend and this other boy where hanging out and he seems a little jealous
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paige_turner_

Soooooo.....
          Somebody's laptop may have decided to stop working again and so no longer have access to the internet on it and perhaps this same person still doesn't know how to use mobile wattpad and can't find their inbox
          Just maybe

paige_turner_

Happy Pride!!
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paige_turner_

Well this person would be a little tired after 2 weeks of exams with another 2 weeks to go but is enjoying reading again in the half term and the same person does not hold any grudges against you for being 'dry in dms' and this person would like to know how you are doing
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InTheForestPrimeval

Ah, yes, perhaps this person has possibly found themselves in that predicament, yes. So, hypothetically, how has that person been, and also I apologise again to this person for being dry in dms, as Wattpad never loads them until like 5 days after they’re sent
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InTheForestPrimeval

I kind of died for a while there, it’s been agessss since I last posted on this board. Anyway, how is everybody doing?

LivvyPastelGoth

@InTheForestPrimeval I'm good thanks, how are you?
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paige_turner_

@InTheForestPrimeval No! They made a second one. I dont know how or why but they did
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InTheForestPrimeval

@paige_turner_ how?? How was it not cancelled?? 
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paige_turner_

So I'm an idiot that can't use mobile wattpad and long story short I can't find dms (please send help I'm begging you) and the computer broke so I have no idea how to do anything so yeah. That's what's happened

InTheForestPrimeval

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Fucking hell, I’m so lonely. I have my family and friends, and yet I’m lonely. I like being alone, and yet I’m lonely. I give and give and give and I never seem to get the same back. So now I’ve given up on believing I’m a good person because if I was then surely people would appreciate everything I’ve done for them. But they don’t. So there’s clearly something very deeply wrong with me and I don’t deserve to live, so honestly I give myself 12 weeks max before I off myself. I’ve considered it so many times and have had at least three attempts, but it’s just too much. I don’t know how to live with myself anymore. I know no one on here actually cares, I’m just some random person on the Internet, but to anyone who sees this: thank you. I’m so tired, but sometimes I’ll still come on here and see one of you has replied to something or other I said, and it honestly lights up my whole day. I wish I knew some of you irl, I think I’d probably be happier if I did, but I don’t, which is a shame, because you all seem like such lovely people. I’ll miss you when I’m gone, whenever that happens to be, and again, none of you who happen to see this care, but
           if you’ve read this whole paragraph, thank you. Take care <3

InTheForestPrimeval

[ @MadHatterAtWork ] thank you so much, your support means the world <3
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0ziah_Mistral

@InTheForestPrimeval If your feeling lonely, just remember there is always someone out there who cares about you and that you are not alone. Although we do t know what's happening in your life, I'm sure lots of people on here and in your life outside of social media would be more than happy to help you out in these kind of situations. The point is, stay strong and just keep going, because you may not th8nk it but everything will be ok.
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