@Imagination_INC
i rewatched voltron and u know what. i think the show runners are cowards for not going the klance route but even then we still could've had heith if they were going with allurance. s8 is a garbage heap no matter what way you look at it, s7 wasn't much better.
backreading my page and reminded that i have mental illness (although the horrors definitely are reminder enough)
what do you mean i haven't posted a random life update or thought to my wattpad wall, the place i post these where no one tends to see them, in almost a year what
usually me wattposting is an indicator of how bad my mentoll is, but like. ur telling me i had how many breaks in the past 11 months and didn't have shit to say
it's going better than i thought
do u guys ever feel like u are in a fanfic irl..........
uh so i removed the bnha fic bc i completely lost interest in the series and never finished the next chapter. sorry to anyone who was waiting for the past UHHHHH 2 years for another update:(
uh oh
italian accents and jersey accents are the same thing, one is just the evil twin.
sometimes i wish i was a violent person, but that thought scares me, because i know lashing out hurts everyone around me and that's the last thing i want to do. still, i really want to kick and punch and scream and let all the anger out. i feel so fucking lied to and i have no way to let that go, now.
i know the exact point in time that would've changed everything i've been through, and i wish that i could've lived that life instead. and it makes me so angry that it wasn't even my choice when it came down to it, and that i had to rely on someone who time and time again has decided to choose to do nothing. i never would've had to get surgery. i never would've done anything as stupid as i did. i wouldn't have had to ask strangers to help me pay for food or my truck. i would've had a job (a reliable job) and maybe even been able to have my own place and a drivable vehicle. i would've been so god damn fantastic. and i would give anything and everything to live that life, instead of trying to hold everything together like the fucking bolts in my leg.
i'm gonna crash n burn, i can feel it
man isn't it something when u know things are about to go to shit, and then they do. days later is the post above, weeks later it gets even worse. but then it got better. always does.
