ImCool4206976

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So how would everyone feel if I discontinued and rewrote A second chance- also I’m so Srry about being so inactive I’m gonna try to be on Wattpad more

soulm4te8

@Aizawa_Is_Life its okay! No need to rush everything! U r doing great!
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ImCool4206976

@soulm4te8 ok thx I wasn’t rlly happy with how the story had began so- and ya I’m doing kinda ok recently but I’m gonna start writing again soon
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Tw: capitalism, child labor, injury, overworking, lack of sleep, trauma,yelling, blame, and more I think so careful 
          
          lol gonna wake up ✨early✨ tmrw and go ✨work ✨ with people who ✨hate me✨ and blame there mistakes on ✨me✨ so that my boss gets ✨mad✨ and ✨yells at me✨ which triggers my ✨trauma✨ and then my mom ✨finds out✨ and gets rlly ✨mad✨ and this whole thing could have been ✨avoided✨ if my mom didn’t decide to have me ✨work underaged✨ which is ✨child labor ✨ bc I’m under the ✨legal age ✨ to be allowed to work and even tho my work is ✨damaging✨ for my mental health bc it ✨triggers✨ my trauma, ruins my ✨sleep schedule✨, only gives me one ✨free✨ day a week but that day is spent doing chores I missed working, ✨stresses✨ me out, makes my grades ✨worse✨, my ✨preformance✨ at work gets ✨worse✨, I gain more ✨trauma✨, I’m ✨overworking✨ myself bc I work for 8 hours ✨straight✨ of physical labor ✨outside✨ in 10degress weather with ✨no coat✨, I’m physically ✨damaging ✨ my body bc I’m overworking it, get worse eating schedules, worse sleeping schedule, and get injured at work from various things, I’m not able to take ✨sick days✨ bc I need to prove to my boss that I love working even tho I legit am having trouble breathing bc of my ✨asthma✨, there’s also ✨a lot more✨. Don’t we just love capitalism 

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          Tw:violence so caution
          
          
          Me not knowing what’s happening to me rn bc everything that’s touching me feels like shit and I kinda wanna rip all my hair and skin out and I don’t want anything touching me and every fabric like hurts and anything touching me feels like it’s scratching me and I hate this what’s happening 

ImCool4206976

@--ATUA ya it stopped finally like two hours after I wrote that TvT hope ur good tho
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you ever just want to go to a mental health hospital and would willingly go to one for help but ur parents are just assholes so can’t fucking do that bc they don’t know ur suffering from fucking mental health problems and have a bad time eating everyday bc ur a fat as and u know this bc everyone says so even ur fucking parents and u feel like shit bc ur 110 and not 90 pounds like ur mom says u have to and u have enough with ur fucking depression and the urge to self harm every fucking minute of everyday and thinking ur not good enough and just wanting to end it all. The sinking feeling of dread bc u know that nobody would REALLY care about ur death and u dying would affect anyone and ur sick of being scared of being hit everyday and would gladly give up my privacy to get away from it all and try to get better but u fucking can’t bc of ur abusive ass family who won’t let u do anything and hates u? No just me ok then.

ImCool4206976

I just found out the popcorn guy in my town died, he was so awesome. Rest in piece popcorn guy you were always amazing and you made awesome popcorn, you will be missed 

ImCool4206976

@Aizawa_Is_Life ya he was pretty awesome T^T rip popcorn man
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