Idle_Yssawriter

I hate group activities at presentations, baka next month na ako mag update or never na kasi nautas na ako sa pag-aasikaso ng mga ito hahaha charr, have a great day guys

Idle_Yssawriter

@carat_won ikaw din, fighting! TwT
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shaicerise_

@Idle_Yssawriter awittt sayo bes pero huhuhu fighting!!
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Idle_Yssawriter

I hate group activities at presentations, baka next month na ako mag update or never na kasi nautas na ako sa pag-aasikaso ng mga ito hahaha charr, have a great day guys

Idle_Yssawriter

@carat_won ikaw din, fighting! TwT
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shaicerise_

@Idle_Yssawriter awittt sayo bes pero huhuhu fighting!!
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Idle_Yssawriter

I'm sorry guys, but please don't highly expect an update next week, my schedule and classes are officially starting next week but I need to keep myself busy and do some advance reading. I'll still try to write but I doubt I can get it done sooner. Thank you for understanding! 
          
          

Idle_Yssawriter

I know I only have a few followers, but I still wanna put this out there... Today isn't really a particularly good day for me and it's because of my parents. I love them but sometimes I feel hurt because of what they say about me. Like today, I wasn't able to help around the house because I have cramps and I feel weak and fatigued but my dad thinks I'm overreacting and is making a big deal out of everything...
          
          Then while eating lunch, my mom seemed so angry because I have this habit of muttering to myself and she pointed out that I have some disorder or something. And I have this annoying habit of pacing around and not keeping still because I have anxiety. I'm not sure how bad my anxiety is, but it's definitely there since childhood. Mom angrily told me I should fix myself and drop those annoying habits.
          
          I wish it was that easy but they seem to not know that they are also partly the reason why I have 0 confidence about myself. Ah, I'm close to breaking down as I type this.
          
          Y'all would probably just ignore this, but that's okay. I'm not one to be noticed anyway. I just feel really terrible right now

Idle_Yssawriter

@carat201517 thank you, the same goes for you too my friend ❤️
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Idle_Yssawriter

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Hi guys, I feel like shit right now. My sister just said something extremely hurtful to me. She heavily implied I a fake carat just because I don't stream 24/7. I do stream twice or thrice a day, but she said it was never enough and if seventeen ever win, she told me to not celebrate with them because I didn't do much and I'm deeply hurt and offended.
          
          I don't know, it's like all my efforts for voting and streaming are never appreciated and I'm just sitting here silently sobbing
          
          I hope you're all doing better than me :') 

Idle_Yssawriter

@melloade thanks, I feel much better now 
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