IAmADeadMan

Heya, I think I’m gonna stop going on Wattpad all together. I might come back, but for now I’m just not feeling it. Sorry for ghosting for so long and then coming back just to say this. I’m more active on tumblr if you want to keep in touch though. It’s dead-inside667
          	Love y’all

IAmADeadMan

Heya, I think I’m gonna stop going on Wattpad all together. I might come back, but for now I’m just not feeling it. Sorry for ghosting for so long and then coming back just to say this. I’m more active on tumblr if you want to keep in touch though. It’s dead-inside667
          Love y’all

IAmADeadMan

Shameless self promo, go read the one with the burger cover
          sometimes it might be happy, sometimes it might be sad
          you dont know
          i dont know
          .
          .
          .
          anyway i love y'all, hope you get good sleepppp!
          (you better sleep or ill have to find you and tuck you in myself)

IAmADeadMan

ok so its kinda late and i should be sleeping/doing homework bUT!
          
          I totally forgot to inform y'all
          (like the three of you that i appreciate)
          That i went to my first Pride!!
          
          It was great!! i bought my trans and bi flags and my mom still doesnt know about them!! i cried like three times!! There was!! So much!! Emotion!!
          
          Someone bought me a ice cone and gave me their rainbow balloon too sooooo... they were hitting on me?? i didnt get a number but ahhhh it was just amazing!
          
          I hope that if you cant go to pride because of any reason at the moment, i encourage you to try to go when you are given the chance, it really is amazing.
          
          i might put pictures on my tagged book (it might include a face reveal cause my makeup was amazing) but yeah! 
          
          Hope you guys have a good night/morning!

IAmADeadMan

Hi
          I interupt my disappearence to bring something to your attention
          Please read The Kings Soldier by @Seahorsesandapples 
          Please just
          They update every monday
          I found them on pinterest
          Theres not much now but i can tell its gonna be amazing so just
          Go now
          
          
          
          
          
          
          please

Seahorsesandapples

@IAmADeadMan Thanks for the shoutout, I'm glad you like it!
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IAmADeadMan

(continue)
          so when i came back the girl and the boy were fighting, with the girl clearly winning and everyone cheering for her. my first instict was to run in the middle of the fight to stop them. i grabbed the girl and pulled her away, telling her that i got a teacher and i didnt want her to get in trouble. she tried to go back but i convinced her to calm down and the boy ran off. after all of that i went to another teacher who was also there when the fight was happening and explained the whole thing to her and she put me on a list of people to be questioned about what happened.
          when i went to my first class (pe) i noticed that i had the same first hour as the freshman and the girl which was not a good combo so i made sure nothing else happened by keeping an eye on both of them.
          im still waiting to be called up to talk about what happened and im scared to tell my mom cause this is the kind of thing that makes her not want to support me being in the LGBT+ community. im so glad this girl felt so strongly about supporting the gay community but she also didnt need to start beating the kid up. i know they will both get punished in some way but i hope hers isnt too bad because she was trying to keep this place inclusive.
          this is the first school fight that i have seen since 7th grade so my brain is still trying to understand what actually happened. i thought typing it out would work and it seems to be doing ok for me.
          sorry for dumping this but yeah... my school aint as good as i thought.

IAmADeadMan

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Ok so i havent been really active recently but i feel the need to talk about this.
          I have talked about my school being supportive of the LGBT+ community with the few blips here and there, but today someone decided to change that.
          This morning i was sitting and waiting for school to start when one of my friends who is a dude walked by in high heels for picture day. now my dude is a fab bitch and tends to wear heels a lot witch is the best. One girl who saw him walk by started complimenting him, along the libes of "YAS QUEEN SLAY" witch is a normal reaction to him in heels lol.
          The problem arises when a freshmen boy starts talking very loudly about "i never once thought i would see a BOY wearing high heels!"
          Now my girl was having none of this ish and turned to him saying "there isnt a problem is there? its none of you business what he wears, so if you have a problem ill fight every single one of you."
          This tiny freshman boy starts cussing this girl out and calling her a bitch and alerts my whole table (which is most of the gays lol) so we start getting involved. Now of course we only kinda want to start a fight but we didnt actually. we decided that coloring a paper rainbow and writing "gay af" on it before putting it on their table.
          At this point i saw a supportive teacher and went to tell her what happened but when i got back the girl was throwing punches at the freshman boy.
          
          (this is a long story, part two will be up soon)

IAmADeadMan

ok so school started a bit ago and im already tired of this year someone help

IAmADeadMan

@SilentW0lf i mean i have speech and i dont talk to people so im kinda dying but..... i just wanna leave, im done being a high schooler
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gaypplbelike

how much of a mess is school?
            and are you ok?
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IAmADeadMan

hello children lol
          sorry for dying for a while, the Big Sad hit me for no reason and now i feel bad for not doing anything on here.
          im still writing that book i talked about a while back but i only have one sentence so far because thats just how its going down so far
          love you all, and ill try to be on more often, mostly for my child lol

gaypplbelike

sorry for not replying sooner but it’s ok to sometimes take a break from an app or you just didn’t feel like being on here, idk
            and about the book you’re writing,  it can take some time because sometimes we don’t have ANY inspiration at all
            that happened to me so I didn’t write a book
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IAmADeadMan

i might have gotten some inspiration 
          and i might be writing the first chaper to a book that ive been wanting to work on
          *cough*
          so yup
          that might be happening

IAmADeadMan

@SilentW0lf thank you, though i end up hating things i write and oftem delete them. i hope that doesnt happen this time though, i really want to get this out there
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gaypplbelike

@IAmADeadMan that sounds interesting!
            I wanna read it
            it’s probably going to be a good book!
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IAmADeadMan

@SilentW0lf realistic fiction, about two characters i made almost three years ago in high school. i heard some good advice once that was "whatever age group you are writing for, write what you needed to hear when you were that age" so im going to have a lot of personal themes in it.
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