Ryba

Hi

I just asked my crush of quite a while out on a date and he said YES! There you go guys and girls even us mild mannered mildly antisocial and introverted food loving big girls can get a guy to say yes and mean it! And he's totally HOT! after the last few crash and burns (two to be exact) I was closed off and highly antisocial (ie. Depressed). I mean when your BF cheats on you then dumps you because you don't put out and he tells you he only dated you because you looked so eager to be loved you would have done anything...your heart gets crushed a little...ok a lot.
          
          Then your crush of 7 years after you confess to him tells you to buzz off because your just a kid and he likes older women and you are too silly and ugly to understand much less be with him...you heart gets crushed a bit more...
          
          I've been through a lot in the past twenty years, my supposed friends abandoned me when I needed them most, lied to me, stole from me, betrayed me, hurt me to my core...and yet here I am stepping out on a limb and going for it! This guy is a good guy flawed? Yes. Perfect? Not even close! But he's super sweet and does the dishes! How much better can you get?! He makes me so frustrated I could scream but he also makes butterflies appear in my stomach and my heart ache, when he hugs me I feel like every broken piece of me has been glued back together again. The way he wears the glasses he hates because I said I liked them. They way he runs his hands through his hair making it stick up in adorable ways. The way he challenges me at every turn making me, a girl who has never been pretty, never been smart, never felt wanted, always feared rather than loved...feel all those and more! 
          
          'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. Right?
          
          Wish me luck you guys!
          
          I truly hope this is my confused prince who's been riding a turtle by accident. 

Ily already...  From ur short description I gather that we are very much alike.  Also luv ur username.

My grandpa passed away this morning. I don't think I'll be posting very often. I'm moving in with my grandma and they dontrhave Internet but she will become my priority. Sorry for any inconvenience but this is more important than being a writer right now. Thank you for being awesome people and followers.
          
          love you awesome nerds
          
          love Ryba.

thank you for all the votes! <3

Hey do u talk spanish too??!!

okay, I can't call u husky wolf girl so I'll call you darling. thanks for following me darling. I hope you enjoy my stories!!:)

Hey guys.
          
          So I don't know when I'll be updating anything because my dad had a heart attack and I'm moving back home. 
          
          I'll update when I can.
          
          love you guys!
          
          

Thanks for the follow! ^-^ PM me anytime!

Is that San in your profile picture? (^.^)