Horikemo

Lately everyday I've spent outside the void this weird duo of people approached me, I think they mentioned their services being "affordable and cheap" or something ?
          No clue what they even sell or what they want from me, but one of them seemed to notice I'm not entirely human (anymore)...
          The weirdest thing is how at first one of them was so nice and energetic, but as soon as we talked about work they became more serious and down to earth !
          To this day I'm questioning who those people were and why they approached me, hell how they even found me everytime I had time outside of this place !
          Maybe I should check out their office or whatever it was when I have time again-
          (This is a hint for something that I was originally going to make a alt account for to make it more of a "game", but I decided against it !)

Just a heads up, long text up ahead:
          
          So first up, you might have seen that I uploaded a new fic or story if you will and went "Horikemo why would you do this, don't you have 3 other projects to work on??" while... yes, that is true, I wanna be honest here.
          "My hope, your despair" is a project I really was excited to work on, it was really fun to write and I did enjoy it, but as you probably noticed I said "was", not is.
          As much as I want to continue it, right now I just don't think I can, the main reason being the fact I'm not the greatest writer and can't do it justice in my opinion.
          So right about now I'm in a dilemma, I've been writing a lot less, I tried o force myself to do so multiple times, but everytime I did there was maybe a progress of 1k words or less, then I'd spend a entire week doing nothing on my stories only to repeat this cycle.
          A part of the reason may be the fact I'm just beating myself up (metaphorically) for not coming up with more ideas fast enough so my updates are slow as hell, after all the last thing I made really was... the 2 year anniversary chapter, something I wanted to prepare a long time ago (I think the ideas I had planned were a month or two prior) and again I didn't do it justice.
          I don't want to justify stopping my work on one fic just to work on another with stupid reasons that I have given before, yes they might make sense to someone else or they might make no sense to other people, but simply put, until I get that confidence and general motivation back to work on "company full of memories" or "average without you" it'll probably be oneshots and the new fic for a while or bit.
          Memories of course is my main priority and I do try my best to work on it when I can... at least as much as I can.
          I know this is a lot of text to read and such, but I just wanted to get my thoughts out there, now if you've read this far I'd like to explain one last thing.
          (Gonna have to put that in a comment under this since this hit the limit-)

Hello again hololovers !
          Alright, I probably won't have time to make this later on or I'll forget to make this announcement, buuuut... it has been technically 2 years now since I started writing again !
          Originally I was gonna post the special chapter on March 10th, so in 3 days, but since I'll most likely be busy with IRL stuff, I decided to just release it earlier !
          This announcement really is just here to say mostly that I'll keep it up for uh... 1-2 weeks maybe ?
          I don't really intend to have it up for too long since it's supposed to be something special for a limited amount of time !
          Not to pressure people... but more so to reward those that are here now-
          I'm gonna stop yapping now, have a great day and amazing life everyone, stay hydrated hololovers, see you soon when I upload the chapter of some other fic again-

Sorry to disturb you all once more, but I just wanted to make this announcement to say I had the honor of working on a oneshot with HidenSeeker_ !
          Although there was a twist in how we did it... either way, please do check it out if you're interested and I'll do my best to update soon if possible-
          (Ignore this line-)
          Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/362493384-treasured-heartbeats-oneshot

20 today and still no new chapter ready to be uploaded... yipee

I'm gonna have to extend that one week break for a indefinite time, sorry everyone who I've kept and am keeping waiting.
          I'll do better soon, I promise.

Looks like not only Nijisanji is taking L's this year already, but also hololive...
          For those who don't know, Mel is being terminated.
          ...It's almost a month before Rushia's as well, but fucking hell...

Every misspell something, I wrote a essay about ducks for my teacher biology classes and but I didn’t put duck but instead put dick so now I’m in detention writing this so I feel your pain but the teacher liked it except the duck changing it to dick

I have to fix some things real quick so it'll be published again tonight, sorry for the inconvenience-

...Wattpad may be screwing around with me so I'l just make this announcement (which I didn't want to, but seeing as it may have not notified anyone) there's something new up !
          Not saying more than that... honestly this message alone is already embarrassing enough, but I don't want wattpad to hit me with the no notification special-
          (I think this announcement also somehow didn't go through idk-)