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IM HAVING A FULL ASS IDENTITY CRISIS BC KAIA DECIDED THEY WERE THEY/HE AND NOW IDK WHO I AM BC I DO NOT WANT TO DATE A DUDE BUT I LOVE THEM SM AND NOW IDK WHAT MY PRONOUNS ARE OR WHAT MY GENDER IS BC SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE A GIRL AND SOME DAYS A BOY AND SOME DAYS NEITHER AND I HATE IT SO. FUCKING. MUCH. AND ON TOP OF ALL THIS MY BEST FRIEND ABANDONED ME SO NOW I DON'T HAVE HER TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF, MY PARENTS WOULD NEVER ACCEPT ME IF I WERE ANYTHING BUT CIS.