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Also is it alright if I fail these exams, because my mental health really won't allow it rn
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I'm really thinking of kms because this is getting unbearable. It's either that or running away from home and considering that I'm not financially fit enough for running away, might as well end it all. I'm done with being gaslighted every second, and I'm done with being told that I'm gonna end up a failure. I'm a fucking kid dude I'm not gonna become a fucking ceo tomorrow. Like I don't study one day, and my family seriously ends me. They all threaten to throw me out of the house, send me to a boarding or even worse just simply disown me as a child. If I cry or try to tell them how I feel I'm labelled as mentally unstable. I'm seriously tired of working. I have to take care of my grades, my pet, my household. And if I don't do it all just for once, I'll be straight up thrown out. Even if I am mentally ill, it doesn't mean my feelings are any less valid. I can't place my opinion or my thoughts without being cornered by my entire family. It's almost as if they are taking out all the stress on me. And I'm not a dummy. So that's why I'm thinking of straight up committing because either that or I work myself till my body gives out.
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@savagehero EXACTLY YOU FEEL ME. like sure I'll do all this but give me a break!!!!! I have no time to do anything good. I'm so pressured into being responsible god. Sure I will be responsible, but even I need a break
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@Hell4gives Please don't. I'm where you at now and that's the thing. Were fucking kids. We shouldn't have to think about things like this! We should act like kids while we have the chance! Instead of thinking about committing we should be being stupid kids! We should jump into water, dance in the rain with our friends, blare music all day long, eat junk food while watching horror movies with friends, have boyfriends/girlfriends, get heartbroken to where we feel as if the world is ending, kiss lots of boys/girls, break peoples hearts, go skating with friends and fall flat on our butts while laughing, just lay in the rain and smile at the sky with our eyes closed and so much more! But we don't get to because our generation is expected so little of but expected to be perfect. We shouldn't have to be perfect. Were just kids. And that's what people need to realize. We just wanna be kids. We say we wanna grow up but in reality were scared to. If adults hear that a kid commits suicide they always say "they were so young. They didn't even have time to be a kid". Don't let someone have the satisfaction of saying "she was to young". Live.
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YOOOOO
I've been offline for so many days smh smh
I got a new phone and I just realized that I have no idea how to use expensive shit haha
Although you guys might not care, but really sorry for not responding to anything at all.
Ahh it's good to be back
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A GUY JUST CONFESSED TO ME ON TEXT I'M SCREAMING AHHHH
ok no seriously, this guy just confessed to me and I liked him like a few years back
How long did it take for him to even like me gosh-
Anyhoo I'm hella freaked out about this
HELP
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Sooooo...
Something happened
And I really don't know what to do
So my once really close friend (male) fought with me and we stopped talking for a while. After some time we talked again but not really how we used to, more like insulting each other. You could say like a Frenemies relationship. Or so I thought idk.
Yesterday we were talking normally, when all of a sudden he starts sending me rape threats. And we are talking some really not nice ones.
First he is like: lol me and the boys raping your ugly ass
Then he gets more intense by calling me 'cocksucker' and a 'whore'
He said A LOT of things which I'm not really sure what to do with.
At this point I'm not even hurt. I'm not shocked either. I'm just wondering why is it so hard to be a woman.
Ya'll help me out.
Tell me what to do.
I told my mom and she supports me, she is thinking of a way to deal with this.
I honestly would have never thought it would retort to this. I'm just so exhausted.
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@AnimeGurl1089 hahaha yeah dw let school open and I'll deal with his shit hehe
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@AnimeGurl1089 yeah I can feel you. He did it over text so I couldn't really do shit. But dw, my mom and my sister did something and now he is begging for mercy ;)
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@AnimeGurl1089 about the whole attempt thing, he doesn't scare me AT ALL. Because like at school he can't even make eye-contact with me. And he is literally hella tiny so I doubt he will be able to even look at me in person. I think he was just using quarantine to look badass and shit. It was pretty obvious he can't do anything of the sort. He's the basic r/niceguy you know
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Ah damnnn I can't believe it's been two years since we lost x. Honestly that shit messed me up so bad.
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I fought with my pretty shitty friend and tbh I don't even care
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I miss my comment sections convos