Today I wanted to write a love letter.
I´ve thought about the first words.
It was hard to find the right words.
There was so much that I wanted to say but i didn't knew how.
I started writing about our inside jokes and
how I first texted you without thinking further.
But then I destroyed the paper.
I started again, writing down the things I remember about you.
And I thought about your smile.
The way it can make the whole world glow.
The way you smiled when you saw me first.
The way your smile almost didn't dissappear the whole time I was with you.
I remembered you smell, and I noticed how good
you actually smell.
I remember you talking about your future, the way you would like to raise your kids.
I smiled like a little kid.
I want that too. And I kept on thinking and smiling, waking up after some time.
Staring at that empty sheet, knowing I've just written the perfect letter in my head.
But oh man, how am i gonna write that down?
And what if that was too cheesy, too early?
Oh boy, how am I ever gonna tell you how I fell in love with you?
Today, I wanted to write a love letter.
