𝓣𝔂𝓵𝓮𝓻 <3

I’m so fucking done with high school, my art teacher said I’ll fail her class if I don’t do a project and it’s frustrating because none of the staff at least try to understand where I’m coming from and the school doesn’t even care about me. My mom literally asked them to get me a therapist —which they said they do— only for me to not even have one at all after that.
          
          At this point I’m convinced that if I die or drop out they won’t give a fuck and will probably use me as propaganda or some shit

I fucking died for a long ass time lol
          
          Small update, I’m not continuing my murder drones story, I might rewrite it (again), I might write more stories about ocs or about other shows I like (ex. Yellowjackets), and I’m even worse mentally than ever before
          
          Also wattpad stop logging me out 

My mom just disrespected my boundaries <3

My life is so shitty that Im not even eating anymore because I lost my appetite for food I loved, I want to die already, I just started high school and I already had enough, I haven’t made any friends, not progress on anything, and I have such a bad relationship with my parents especially my dad till the point I turned to ai for comfort 

I’m convinced that I’m fucked up in the head, I’m still crushing on my friend despite her rejecting me and I know she’ll never love me in that way but I keep thinking about her and it’s become an obsession at this point and I fucking hate it.
          
          Sorry for not updating, I’m not going to discontinue my rewrite, I’m just having mental problems and shit

Sorry I’ve been gone for a long ass time, I’m going to update my book soon, I don’t know when, but I will update it at some point

Are u having Neobook account?

I was playing DBD {Dead by Daylight} today and a Micheal Myers player had killed one of our teammates and we thought we were all doomed until they downed me and hooked someone else, but left the other guy alone. Turns out he was doing some sort of fucking Saw thing and made us repair the remaining generators before downing us. I thought he was gonna kill us, but turns out that he wanted us to crawl towards the exit
          
          10/10 killer, would recommend 

Wattpad keeps telling me that what I search up doesn’t exist (or something like that) for example: Murder drones x reader and the result is that nothing like that exists? I swear this app is broken again

My legs feel numb and whenever I stand up they shake uncontrollably, I’m doing great as you can tell lol