Hey there! Bet you're one of my readers going "Ugh, what's this chick got to say? That'll she'll be updating one of her stories and not carry through? What a joke." HAH! I wouldn't blame you. I am sorry I do that a lot. It's awful though...I've been having the absolute WORST writer's block. I'm trying to find a way to update 'My Soulmate' and my insecure brain is all 'Nahhhhh, that's gonna come by as cringey and you're just going to lose more readers than you already did' and stuff.
Not too long ago, but not so recently, did I ask advice of an elder that writes as well, how to get over writer's block. And her honest answer; "Get drunk."
"Oh? Really now? Well, then...I'll keep that in mind." Said me.
So, here I am....rambling on the internet, more specifically 'Wattpad', not really even making a point or serious announcement as to why I'm writing on here, making endless typos and going back and fixing them as I go along, feeling good from my lightweight, yet feeling frustrated with myself, because I love writing so much, but can't seem to shake off this fear...on whether or not you guys would like what I upload.
I don't know why I think this way. And, It's not like what I'm writing is anything controversial, or life altering, or even mainstream. It's just fan fiction for a character that I adore that was purely created from and amazing author. And despite being married, I still adore this character.
For any of you who even took the time to read this, the lone thoughts of a drunk young woman...
Thank you.
-HanaIto