@HOOOO_HOOOO
I'M SUPER SORRY FOR FORGETTING TO ANNOUNCE?!
but i'm not gonna kill myself, uhhh- so I basically kind of failed..? so I won't be killing myself. I'm not gonna explain what happened, but if you want to know just read "heyy guyyss" chapter on the diary book and that's it.
so yeah, sorry for the jumpscare once again, and i hope y'all have a better day!!
Your pfp is silly CAN I HAVE IT (I'm not being insensitive I think, I just wanna pretend I'm not gonna lose another person I love)
@St4rl3TTE_TH3_st4rr of course you can have it man, it's not like I own it (hey man it's alright, I get it)
PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF, PLEASE DON'T DIE OR HARM YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! I'LL MISS YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MIGHT BE GOING THROUGH, BUT I'M HERE FOR YOU - I'LL LISTEN, I'LL DO ANYTHING IT TAKES TO MAKE YOU SMILE AND UPLIFT YOU. PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU MORE, BUT YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME, AND I'M SORRY I FAILED TO EXPRESS THAT MORE. JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE AMAZING, INCREDIBLE, WONDERFUL, AWESOME, AND MANY OTHER SPECTACULAR AND POSITIVE THINGS! >w< I'M REALLY SORRY I FAILED YOU, AND I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME AND JUST KNOW THAT IT'S OKAY TO FEEL LOW, TO BREAK DOWN; ME AND SO MANY OTHERS ARE HERE FOR YOU AND WE WILL ALL PULL YOU BACK UP!!!
@Choco_py please think that just because i said i'm gonna kill myself, i ruined my own life and i just want to end it to not ruin other people's lives. I don't know or remember who you are because i have a really shit memory, and i wish i could reassure you with a hug or something that everything is gonna be alright and my death won't affect you much, maybe for a week, but you should forget about me after a month.
I'm so sorry I failed you. I'm so sorry I'm trash. This person who should have been an abortion (me) will miss you so much. ;w;
fuck it, i'm starting to write some suicide letters because i give up. As soon as summer vacations hits, I'm killing myself. I'm sorry for the people who actually i guess either cared or gave good advice- or both.
I give up, i know i'm weak.
i hate the life that I've created for myself, and i know i can't go back.
(this is really shitty and short, and i'm super sorry for anyone who got a jumpscare and or feel worried or stressed right now.)
@HOOOO_HOOOO damn that's worse than being called a r3tard or autistic which one of my classmates said to me.
@Test_Tube_Kinnie damn- (and ye i don't believe in god), uhh- it's not particularly just the song, it's just missed projects all piling up (and also my classmates telling for me to kill myself a few minutes ago because I didn't make the song) and stress.
@HOOOO_HOOOO and of course, I experienced problems with school too. I mean, everyone does. If you think that you're feeling overworked with school projects or whatever, think that everyone has problems too. If it makes you feel better, I remember forgetting to plant a mung bean and got grounded for a whole month with that situation.
just gonna post the powerpoint slides I had to do for school, because I have nothing new:
https://1drv.ms/p/c/ca72705186157745/EfzQg-8nxxlIq4327Fh332ABsw1xnL5v-TQF774IXxA35g?e=N2fKXg
https://1drv.ms/p/c/ca72705186157745/ET_zLFZ-uuJCvbvgQrCCBgABjQ2z1gxxm0i713LHJjju7g?e=QhwoFo
@HOOOO_HOOOO i dont understand shit but this looks pretty cool
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH GUYSS‼️‼️
i'm going to go to pride this year so i might be inactive on the 27th 30th, but with that out that way- happy pride to everyone!! enjoy (or don't- idc) a really cool month, and good luck on reading and or writing any pride related stuff!!
Do you have discord
Your headache any better??
@numspac3d if i remember correctly it stopped yesterday, and i'm really glad because it hurt for 3 days straight. But ye, it's gone for now :)
uhhh- anyone have any recommendations for what to read?
this is a partial re-upload of the same video but with different music. because the last video got partially blocked from the song Erik Satie - Gymnopédie No.1.
https://youtu.be/0rXOQtP1exQ?si=bHDfWKNlO7QQmPo5