I got this idea of how to write my stories. I want my stories to be fulfilling, overwhelming, exciting, spicy, adventurous and more in action and also have some fantasy.
Every time I read stories of other authors I felt something, a feeling of emptiness, unfulfilled, to rush or too long, too long and many sequels of people. And when I felt those emotions or feelings an idea would pop-up in my brain that light the rod and pathways inside my neurons. I want a story that fulfilled my imagination and shows the creativity and the words I wanted to be part of the story.
Most of the time I wrote a chapter but I can't even write the next part. Because I feel like I dunno where to start. Cause I got limited vocabulary. I'm just me realistically talking to what I fear. I have no background knowledge of every job I want to put in, in every character I planned to have in the story.
I felt some sort of emotions such as boredom, incapable to finish what I started, and also it's very hard to encode on a smart phone. I would be very lucky if I had a laptop that would be easy to write chapter by chapter to organize it and not be shuffled on my academic files.
This is the thought I got tonight. I just finished another year of class and I got a two month break so I hope I can finish maybe one of my stories. I got so many drafts and the other is stored on my other account this is so embarrassing but I really want this thought to be out. So that I can have some inspiration to continue what I started.
I believe the amateur in creative writing started when we were kids and this is another training ground for us and personally for me. I'd like to see my stories turn into books and be a safe place for people finding the emotions and ideas they want to be fulfilled in the story they wanted to read.
Tonight goodbye.
"Death is unchangeable but my words and books is a legacy which my name painted on"
