Groguthechamp

Dear readers, 
          	
          	I had begun writing Meerasim fanfics at a very painful point in my life. I was coping with the cancer diagnosis of my father- and to be honest- not coping very well. When I began writing, it felt like an escape from the constant worry and anxiety I felt towards the situation. I could disappear into the worlds I created and everything seemed better. 
          	
          	To be honest, it’s been a wonderful coping mechanisms to keep me distracted and mentally well enough to function. Whatever life threw at me, and it did throw quite a lot at me these last couple of years, coping became slightly easier as you all and your love eased that journey. 
          	
          	Today, my father has deteriorated significantly and as he battles the awful disease with every last bit of his strength, and I find myself unable to write. 
          	
          	I know that I would be back but right now I am running around just trying to be half as good of a daughter as I could be. 
          	
          	Writing seems hard now. Distraction doesn’t seem to work anymore. 
          	
          	Maybe I will be back soon, maybe I will be back later. Maybe writing will ease this journey for me as well. Maybe it will not. I don’t know. 
          	
          	I just wanted to update you all with the situation so that you don’t sit there wondering what happened. I also want to thank Wattpad readers for being a great source of love and encouragement for me. You hold a special place in my heart. 
          	
          	Seeking your love and prayers for my father

Daniyahmalik

@Groguthechamp Nehaa, I just read this today, and it took me back to the EBY & SD days. I recall that you once mentioned on Twitter that you had to return to your country due to a family member’s health issue, but I never realized it was your father. That must have been such a heavy battle to face—and still continue facing.
          	  
          	  Alongside that, you also have your little boy, who must be a bit older now since the last time I saw his no-face picture on Twitter. I want you to know that you’re truly doing your best. Managing so many life changes—moving back to your country, raising a toddler, balancing your own job—none of that is easy. And yet, despite it all, you’ve continued to write such beautiful and perfect Ffs.
          	  
          	  Honestly, I have no words, Neha. You are incredible, and I believe that soon things will turn out beautifully for you. Sending you a big, tight hug. ❤️
          	  
          	  – Daniyah
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suruchibabe

@Groguthechamp sending prayers to your father . I pray he recovers and heals rapidly 
          	  You are such a strong soul.
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dipusarita

@Groguthechamp and You are Special to us ,your way of understanding and representation of emotions that reflects the life in a Way to live the life ,so much of strength & love to you and your family
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Kiaratq23

Dear Neha, sorry only just read this message from June (recent reader to WP). Sending lots of love and prayers your way. It’s a tough journey, my heart goes out to you having gone through this as well. Just remember you are stronger than you think. ❤️

abedi2004

While waiting for SD updates , I read the drabbles and now I'm addicted to it. Please continue it and if possible please repost whatever EBY is. I'm very curious to know the whole plot. And also you can write a separate ff for Muntasir and Seher, I just loved them. Hoping for a positive response.

sararman

i was just thinking if u will reconsider continuing the story where Meetub loses her memory…i see that story and fall into me both removed
          
          
          love UT…and amazed at your quick updates
          
          
          love the other stories too ❤️hope you consider bringing them back n continuing