I am tired,
Tired of going through the same pain again and again,
Tired of giving hope,
Every time, it's broken, as if I am a plastic bottle, break it and recycle it and again break it.
I am really tired of this life,
I am really tired and afraid, what if..... What if I won't be able to take all of this anymore, what if I try to do something which will disappointe me.
What if I won't be able to protect them?And what if I lose? I don't want to end up like him, he was brave but I am not.
I am just really tired.
Ignore it.