
Goatwalker
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Sorry my lovelies that I couldn't update my book now I was dealing with losing my grandma through cancer but I have made a book in her honour that's free on amazon. If anyone could read it I'd really appreciate it So I've made a free book called "pudding and painkillers" out there on amazon to help people who are going through witnessing as a caregiver first hand on losing their loved ones. I made this book because I had so many wrong assumptions of cancer before losing a loved one and didn't really know what to expect. Based off media online I just automatically assumed that people with cancer just stay in bed and randomly die without pain only to realize I was dead wrong. It's a deep and personal memoir of mine and I made sure not to filter any of my emotions as I think it should be as authentic as possible if I want to help someone in sharing my experience losing a loved one through this. I hope this book helps out anyone out there since I lost my grandma a few days ago who meant the whole world to me and I wanted to just show everyone in the world, the actual experience of dealing with all this shit since there isn't enough books out there My grandma's cancer started out in the pancreas and reached the brain at the end just for context This is the link for the book https://a.co/d/48gFqDI