GeonjaJoSinh

I haven't been on here for a couple years and I'm still stunned that people liked my first Zootopia fic, i cringe at it so much and yet there are so many views and positive messages. You all are so sweet. My writing I want to believe has improved a bit since then.

GeonjaJoSinh

I haven't been on here for a couple years and I'm still stunned that people liked my first Zootopia fic, i cringe at it so much and yet there are so many views and positive messages. You all are so sweet. My writing I want to believe has improved a bit since then.

GeonjaJoSinh

Is anyone still interested in me making more Zootopia fanfics? I've become a slightly better writer and I have ideas. I have a story with four chapter drafts. Chapter one aka the introduction is basically complete and now I need to start writing the story. I just want to know if I should even put effort into this.

TheNerdyKid2552

Oh heck to the yes
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GeonjaJoSinh

I hear you're words but I’m at a loss of response. I want to be a part of the adventure. I do I really do but what is the best course of action? Is it worth the trouble of including me? Why would I come if it meant tarnishing the joy of the trip? I have to be the bigger person, I’m an adult now, decisions must be made even if they hurt. I hate hiding who I am. A smile to mask my emotions. It makes me feel fake and that's sickening. I feel so sunk, as if I’ve fallen in a pit of bleak reminders of past moments of having my hopes rise high and crash hard as it shattered over the floor beneath me. It feels as if I walk on broken shards of hope, the reminds cutting my bare feet. Yet I always find a way to walk over it without caring sometimes and other times I feel the pain stronger than other days. I know I’ve dug myself in a deep hole, you can’t help me. I’m so used to it that maybe I’m not ready to leave all I’ve known.

GeonjaJoSinh

I've never been one to fight for something for myself. Whether it be a relationship, an event or friends. When I'm told it's for the best if it went this way, I turn the other cheek and I leave. I don't want to cause problems for the people I care about. I made a choice yesterday and I loathe myself for it. The fact that I didn't take a stand and try and stay makes me a coward and my excuse is that when your an adult sometimes you have to make sacrifices. Give up chances just to make sure the people you care about gets a chance at freedom, fun and laughter. Even if your not included. Sure I'll cry over it a bit but it's for the best, I'll do my best to put on a smile and wave it off that it's nothing, I'm fine, go on and have fun. I may feel trapped right now but one day I'll be free to reach to the sky and touch the clouds and feel that sunny ray's warmth. Till then I'll wait.

GeonjaJoSinh

It's my 18th birthday today and I'm gonna spend it watching the newest Wreck-It Ralph movie!!

TrollsAwesome

@GeonjaJoSinh np bestie! :D I hope you had a Trollstastic day! ^-^ *hugging you tightly* also happy thanksgiving too! :) 
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GeonjaJoSinh

@moviegirl16 OMG Happy birthday to u too and thank u!!
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