@Gayulovekookoo I always do this.I can't breakdown in front of someone or family. Because I feel like, I cant show my weakness to others .I don't know why I think like that Maybe that's why no one understand my feelings. Its okay to express your feelings nothing wrong in that don't hold back yourself for others.what will other people think of me? they are just one part of page in your book but we have to complete a whole book.Now Noone matters. I am also trying to follow my heart. Express your thoughts and emotions freely. sorry its too late reply But your message made me reply