FrutieCutie

Pls pls be careful about what you say to people.
          Don’t go around hurting people ever.
          Cos even Allah can’t forgive you for that until the person you hurt forgives you.
          
          Allah is always with the oppressed and not with the oppressor.
          
          And a Hadith states that if you hurt someone it’s as if you have broken down a mosque.
          How awful is that?
          
          So pls be very careful as you never know what someone is going through and how much your words can hurt them.
          
          Spread kindness and love in this world along with Islam and Allah’s words to make the world a better place.
          Spread positivity.
          This life is too short.
          Hold on for Allah and pray your prayers.
          That’s the only way we can truly heal. 
          Along with placing our trust in Allah’s plan of our lives.
          Surely dua can change your fate for the better so pls pray.
          
          Inshallah better days are coming.
          
          Take care all x

Diamonds won’t fool me cos I’m too far gone.
          Wish I could get back the air in my lungs.
          Wish my depression and anxiety would go.
          It’s so painful; all the thoughts and low mood.
          
          The only way I can heal Allah, is through Your help.
          
          I really really wish therapy helps this time 
          
          I just want to be close to you Allah.
          I just want you to always be pleased with me Allah. Ameen.
          Inshallah x
          
          Ya Allah may You cure us all.
          Everyone is going through some sort of difficulty.
          Ya Allah please solve our problems.
          I guess it’s like this cos this life is a test.
          
          Inshallah we all pass and make it to Jannah where we can be with You Allah and our Prophet Muhammad (saw).
          
          
          
          

Tears in my eyes but they won’t fall.
          Pain in my chest but my heart won’t stop.
          
          Feel my blood running.
          I can’t control my mind.
          
          My soul is screaming in pain.
          It’s been months and months of pain.
          Years and years of pain.
          
          The only reason I hold on Allah is You.
          
          

When in need of Allah’s help say:
          
          Ya hayyu ya qayyumu birahmathika ya asthageeth.
          Hasbunallahi wa nimal wakeel.
          
          Alhamdulillah.
          I tried this today and it really helped me x
          

Trying to kill time.
          But really, time is killing me.
          I’m in such a dark place.
          Going through so much.
          
          Pls cure me Allah.
          I beg you 

This worldly life is so difficult but so short.
          So our problems won’t always last inshallah 
          Subhanallah 

They saw demon.
          I saw angel.
          Angel.

Wanted you to grow but you wasn’t budding.
          Everything you are made you everything you aren’t.
          I saw your potential without seeing credentials.
          Maybe that’s the issue.
          Said maybe that’s the issue.
          Oh.
          Can’t hold that against you.
          Guess I did it to myself yh.
          Thought you were somebody else you.
          Saw all the good in you.
          But saw nothing good in me.
          

But I’ll continue being me.
          Being myself the way Allah created me.
          
          I’m sure Allah and the Prophet Muhammad (saw) would be proud of me.
          That I kept the goodness in me alive.
          I let the goodness flourish and prosper and grow into something so beautiful.
          
          I let the evil within me burn.
          As we all have evil within us don’t we?
          As we’re human.
          I never listened to the negativity in my mind.
          I never gave in.
          
          And You know that Allah.
          
          Radhithu billahi rabba wa bil islami deena wa bi muhammadin salallahu alayhi wa Salam wa nabiya.
          
          X
          
          No one ever heard or saw the evil within me.
          Cos I never gave in.
          Never hurt anyone.
          But now I’m broken and I’m the one who needs healing.
          I’ve always been busy helping everyone else and caring for everyone else.
          
          I just wish I can help myself this time.
          Help myself heal.
          
          Inshallah x

I’m in pain Ya Allah.
          In so much pain.
          This world has really broken me.
          No one is as caring and kind as me.
          No one cares for others this much.
          No one prays for everyone this much.
          
          All this worldly and people driven pain has drained my energy.
          I’m so tired and keep living daily with headaches and a temperature and low mood.
          
          My anxiety has been really bad today.
          People have hurt me so much.
          
          I just wish I could heal …