amateurflor

been awhile since I've been on your page, lol.

Who’s here from ig 

lol, i earned two bachelor's-- now what?

how is everyone?

i literally feel like an idiot

i feel like i'm not good at anything. such an annoying hamper to have as a freshly graduated university student.

i wish i had something of use to say

i hate when people ask me how i am because i hesitate. do i bother bringing up just how badly i'm doing or just say fine? or just smile and nod? what's appropriate at this point? even if i know the person is asking genuinely, do i speak up, and, if so, will i break down?

maybe one day i won't be falling apart

i wonder if i'll ever stop being exhausted and drained, lmao