ForbiddenFruitMagic

Now that that’s over I already feel a bit better I’m sorry for those of you who actually liked my stories but to me it was just poor writing and storytelling

Wow it’s been a hot minute. I took a really long mental reset from the world and I have also done a lot of changing as a content creator. Due to this i will probably be taking my old stories down as they just don’t align with me anymore I haven’t fully decided. Regardless as soon as I get a computer I will start posting new stories. Now they probably won’t be Roisa and other stuff like that anymore but they will instead probably consist of swanqueen bc that’s my favorite ship at the moment. I understand how this might not be great for all of you and know I love you guys. I hope you can understand that I need my time to learn and grow so I can be in a better space mentally and not be burnt out on what I’m writing. It will probably be several months until I get a computer so I might start writing some fics on a03, we will see. Love you all so much and know that I am still me but the better and more happy version.

Well. I’m not doing well anymore. I got dumped and omfg it hurts so bad and I don’t know why. She strung me along like and experiment.

Yo guys does anyone want to join a Jain the virgin fan club server with me and a few irl friends?

Along with the past message I have to figure out if I can post on my phone without the app because my computer is so so broken and I cannot get into it I love you guys so much and to anyone I have parted with I’m so sorry and I hope we can reconnect <3

Hey guys! So I’m actually starting to do a lot better mentally, I have my off nights but yeah. I’m going to try and start writing again but I don’t know if I will continue my Roisa stories, I still love them ofc but because of the fact that my writing has improved a lot and honestly the fact that they make me cringe I’m probably going to just leave them as is or write like another chapter to end it or explain how it would have ended. Along with this I’m probably going to do some edits to my Carterwood story stuff to make it way better. I’m honestly just doing so much better and I think I’m ready to start writing again, my new girlfriend has been amazing and I’m so happy. Lastly I think I may start writing y/n stories so if there is anything specific you want, feel free to tell me because I am always looking for new ideas!

Why can’t I just be enough? Is that too much to ask?

Man I miss back when like I first started being obsessed with Roisa and stuff and it was so refreshing and like I would listen to marina and it would give me a feeling of euphoria but now it’s like I still like it but it’s not the same and I want that feeling back

Wow. It’s been a hot minute. I’m so sorry guys, I really just haven’t been motivated to write because whenever I write stories they sound hella cringe plus I have no original ideas, I am probably going to delete my old stories and start over but we will see

Wow- I haven’t done anything on here in forever….whelp I am writing and so hopefully y’all can have something new from me soon.