FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens 
          	
          	 I will. And idk if Kate told you but I talked with her on the phone and her voice is just so amazing. I love everything about her. So I will hold on cause I have something to live for! 

FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens 
          	  
          	  Oh I will. It'll be so worth it. I seriously am buying her a lot of stuff. They are surprises for when we meet and I am doing a surprise date. Oh and I wanna surprise her again with something that'll be amazing. I'm gonna save up money to go to prom with her. (: 
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wenjoyspark

@Halsey_Galaxy_21 Yup yup. I am proud of you for it, so just hold on a little longer for her.
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Mini_Markimoo_X3

Whatever way you turn, you can't marry me!! 

FluffyDoeAlex

@Mini_Markimoo_X3 oh lol. I was so confused. I don't remember asking for your hand in marriage 
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Mini_Markimoo_X3

@Mini_Markimoo_X3 
            
            Honestly, I wrote that such a long time ago that I forgot!
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wenjoyspark

Hey, girl.
          
          How've you been?

FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens ok. And i knoe. I want to marry mark 
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wenjoyspark

Although the chances of you meeting him are very low, I want you to remember this. He lost one of his best friends to suicide and it broke him, so regardless of whether you do meet him or not, always remember that he would never want you to hurt yourself, okay? And as for your friends, fewer friends is better than many, in my opinion. Stay strong for them, okay? I'm here if you ever wanna talk.
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FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens well its cause of markiplier. Hes my hero. He makes me laugh smile and feel happy. I want to meet him which will neber happen. Im just some fan he doesnt know exsists. And i have a few friends. I lost a lot. 
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wenjoyspark

You good?

wenjoyspark

Attagirl. Regardless of whether it is weakness or not, Lexa learned to love again. I'm sure you will someday, Meg. Just focus more on yourself and your friends for now.
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FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens
            
            Nah it's ok I got my friend max and Aleks. All I need. And my parents and brother don't love me. And I won't find love cause it's weakness just as Lexa says. 
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wenjoyspark

Meg, listen. I told you before that relationships shouldn't be something we're all striving so hard towards. You can't force feelings and you shouldn't have to feel this way. I get it, you're upset; but Katie was trying to stop you from ending your life far before it's expiration date. We all live, we all die, but it's up to us to enjoy what we have in this life. Although it can be a struggle, we have to find something or someone to fight for. Do it for your dad and brother. Once you move out, you won't have to worry about your mom anymore. Everything will fall into place and you'll be so grateful for sticking around. You will find someone who will treat you the way Clarke treats Lexa and vice versa. You will find someone in time, I assure you. There's no rush just yet. I don't have anything more to say to stop you, but just hold on a little longer, regardless of whether you hate her or not. Katie wasn't lying then and I assure you, she isn't lying now.
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wenjoyspark

Still breathing?

FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens 
            
            Idk. I don't wanna lose Katie. 
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wenjoyspark

I'm aware. The world was already doomed, to begin with, but it's better to look at the more positive aspects of this cruel and bitter world. I'm still trying to find the right words to say this, but is this going to keep happening?
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FluffyDoeAlex

Yea.  You know on the news a nuclear war is gonna happen right? A world war 3. 
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FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens 
          
           I will. And idk if Kate told you but I talked with her on the phone and her voice is just so amazing. I love everything about her. So I will hold on cause I have something to live for! 

FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens 
            
            Oh I will. It'll be so worth it. I seriously am buying her a lot of stuff. They are surprises for when we meet and I am doing a surprise date. Oh and I wanna surprise her again with something that'll be amazing. I'm gonna save up money to go to prom with her. (: 
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wenjoyspark

@Halsey_Galaxy_21 Yup yup. I am proud of you for it, so just hold on a little longer for her.
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wenjoyspark

Megan; girl, are you okay?

wenjoyspark

Please, please, please hold on until then, okay?
            
            Gentle reminders include SWEN:
            
            https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/564x/9d/cb/8d/9dcb8d3fe6eb1c379a7151a814a5a370.jpg
            
            https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYgVyScGjB8
            
            I love these, hopefully you do, too, Meg c:
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FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens
            
             I know. So that's why I'm gonna have to steal my money from my dad. He has my bank card. So once I do that and have my $600 I'll go to nj where Kate lives. Get a job and a apartment and be happy there. Like today my mom will throw me out if I don't help her clean 59 hamster cages...... so I'm running to Kate. I my mom sees me on my phone she'll throw it in the toilet..... 
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wenjoyspark

But, Megan.. you left Kate with just an "I will always love you" snap.. Imagine if you had gone and done it. What do you think would've happened to Katie? How do you think she would've reacted? Meg, I understand that your mom isn't exactly getting the mom of the year award, but think about the people you love, the people who care about you, the people who'll react to your possible suicide. I don't want to be the one having to pull Katie together, especially not over you. You'd just told me that she was your everything, your baby girl, the one you knew would stand by you and support you no matter how bad things get. Megan, I don't know you personally, but I'm not going to sit by and let this happen again. If you ever think about it, the thought of death crosses your mind again, think of Katie.
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wenjoyspark

I see you're doing much better, my friend. I'm glad that Katie's treating you well. See? I told you sticking around would work out :) 

FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens lol. Well I'm glad you did. Katie is my baby. /-\ hehe 
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wenjoyspark

I was actually talking to Katie about you last night and I was like wait who's Megan again and she's like remember the girl we talked to last month and I was like oH MY GOD I LOWKEY BECAME A MATCHMAKER ?¿¿?? This is the second time this month omg
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FluffyDoeAlex

@cycling-ravens yea I'm way happier. Kate makes so happy. You don't know how much I love her. I'd do anything for her and give her anything she'd want. I love her so so much. *blushes* 
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