@FatedHate
So ill do a thing when im writing a story and start a new chapter but have to do something. Its were i just write "peanut butter" at the top and let it save. Today i was scrolling through an old story i was writing to open up chapter three and just see "Peanut Butter" and i honestly found it to be so funny.
I have a bad habit of searching up movies to reference in my stories, watching five or six, staying up till 4:50 am, and then not using any of the movies.
My story of the damn day. I have extreme arachnophobia, so naturally as I walk through the sitting room after petting my dog I feel something on my foot. Curiously I look down and a fucking spider sack was trapped across my barefoot and hundreds of baby spiders where crawling down my toes. I screamed and to be honest I don't think I've ever ran so fucking fast in my life. Naturally I jumped into the bathtub and washed my legs off before sitting in the hallway and crying for an hour.
@FatedHate OMG I have extreme arachnophobia too last night I was cleaning and found three spider’s I yelled and cried as my mom ran into the room and killed the spiders, I couldn’t sleep in my room that night I slept in the living room with my dog as she protected me from anymore spiders....
Not to conflict against my "being a writer sucks" thing cause it still does but authors have a serious power play. Like they are gods to the world they create. Writers make a person and then the person will either thrive or wither by how the author wants. There can be perfect convince or an irony so thick it could break the book. And the biggest power play is that when we dont have further need for a character we can have them leave and come back later or kill them off and make their memories be the sole guidance that would be needed from that character later.
Being a writer sucks. Like i just wanna sit down and read my stories but its not finished yet so i cant do that and by the time its finished i already know how everything plays out.
