@BishopAM Hi girl!! I still can’t believe what happened, first show, I realized my biggest dream! I’m in full post-concert depression. It was so surreal to see Tyler and Josh in real life, the two guys who literally saved me and helped my relationship with God. I wasn’t as close to the stage as expected, but for 1h30, I forgot everything and remembered how beautiful life can be. Fun fact: they are actually real! Haha.
The pit became really dangerous during the set right before theirs. So many Clikkies were suffocating and fainting, so I actually moved back for safety, which is why I wasn’t closer. I also try to forget how awful some fans or not fans actually were, someone tried to grab Tyler's Doubt mask while he was running for the Ride platform, it was terrifying!
But honestly, I’m still in awe. Josh was SO GOOD, I was truly impressed. Seeing it in real life, it’s another dimension! Tyler was just, I can’t explain I was just amazed! I cried as soon as I arrived because of the stress and excitement (I barely ate all day, haha). The Clique is so beautiful too. I was too shy to talk to many people, but singing with a crowd who shares the same passion was insane!
Now I’m crying and feeling nostalgic, but this was the best moment of my life. During Trees, I got so emotional watching them and looking at the sky, thanking God for putting them in my life. Thanks to them, I learned to love myself without any mask.
I’m also so grateful for the beautiful people I met through this fandom, including you, my dear friend, even if we’ve never met! During the concert, I was thinking about your stories and I was just like WOW.
I can't even express everything with all this emotion, and Wattpad's character limit isn't helping.
Sorry for the long message, my head is still all over the place! It was so heartwarming. Thanks to Tyler and Josh, thanks to their whole team, thank you too, and thank God for every single thing. My whole soul is just deeply grateful for this experience.
