STONE

stories from styx. gods i love this song.
          no name.
          
          Let them rot, God of Thunder.
          If I’m not mistaken,
          that’s what you told me
          when my daughter was taken.
          
          Yet, there is no name for a mother losing her child,
          but there is a name for a brother in denial.
          For that bastard and cheater, he had all to gain.
          My Persephone was the one who was claimed!

context. not really a vent,
          but i'm frustrated.
          
          "he's heartless!"
          no, you changed.
          
          and he has a girlfriend 
          what the FUCK are 
          you bitching for???

how have we come this far?

sometimes i wish i wasn't in love with you once. maybe i'd have the courage to confront you about all the wrong things you did.
          you believe only you are getting hurt.
          i wish i didn't know how it felt like to care for you.
          you're so uneducated, you think wrong things are cool.
          it's not cool to be suicidal, or depressed. it's not cool to cut yourself. you know how i know it's for attention? you wave your arms around with that burn like it's a trophy. stop.
          i loved the version of you that i thought was you.
          i don't love you now.
          this version makes me bitter. it makes me lose my motivation to write poetry. it makes me want to give up on you.

you probably don't remember me but waves

the moon looked down at the ocean, a world unknown, the canvas of the sea- and she spoke; "if the heart of the earth won't love you, i will."
          the ocean gazed back at the moon, draped in its cloak of moonbeams, the night's luminous eye.
          "if i was the sun, i would ascend in the sky and ride my golden chariot over your head, so that you, sun-drenched, radiant as you are. with you, i would forever burn in the sky."

sometimes i dream of being sea foam. not alive, not dead.
          sometimes i dream about writing again. what a feeling.

musicals r so coolios. now go listen to Epic the musical and Diane the musical pretty please. (Diane is on Netflix, OR Amazon prime. It's ab princess Diane and it's beautiful. Checkmark)

ELLOOOO IT'S ME SPEED WRITING 7 :3

WWHAT WAS WRONG W ME EW