Eri_chan-aizawa

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So im back on my creepypasta phase. And ive made a cannibal oc, not to ship with EJ (whom I've began to simp over). No.... I made him to piss EJ off by sometimes stilling his victims kidneys and killing them before he could get to them. Like EJ would have been just fine with them not having kidneys, yeah he prefers them but he'd eat any he can get his claws on. No what gets him is his victims are already dead. Because that aren't fresh and it pisses him off. 


But then my brain also thinks "hey, what if EJ walked in on him and Toby both jumping from topic to topic (including NSFW s3x content), listening to them laugh and squirrel untill they get on the topic of who they want to sleep with. So EJ hears the following... 'eyeless jack is at the top of my list'

'dont you still his victims?'

'yeah but its because i want him to notice me. I am fucking 5 feet tall! He is SEVEN FOOT FIVE! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GET THIS GIANT INTROVERT TO NOTICE ME?!'

'fair point'

'also his reactions are funny and give an adrenaline rush! Once he almost picked me up by the neck. Slender walked in so he couldn't.'

'uuh what??' 

And EJ just stands there not sure how to react."


So yeah... Meanwhile there are roleplays i should be responding to but my brain is to busy with these ideas and stories for my ocs.

    Suckmyoutsiderdick

    Hello eri

    Eri_chan-aizawa

    this message may be offensive 
    So im back on my creepypasta phase. And ive made a cannibal oc, not to ship with EJ (whom I've began to simp over). No.... I made him to piss EJ off by sometimes stilling his victims kidneys and killing them before he could get to them. Like EJ would have been just fine with them not having kidneys, yeah he prefers them but he'd eat any he can get his claws on. No what gets him is his victims are already dead. Because that aren't fresh and it pisses him off. 


But then my brain also thinks "hey, what if EJ walked in on him and Toby both jumping from topic to topic (including NSFW s3x content), listening to them laugh and squirrel untill they get on the topic of who they want to sleep with. So EJ hears the following... 'eyeless jack is at the top of my list'

'dont you still his victims?'

'yeah but its because i want him to notice me. I am fucking 5 feet tall! He is SEVEN FOOT FIVE! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GET THIS GIANT INTROVERT TO NOTICE ME?!'

'fair point'

'also his reactions are funny and give an adrenaline rush! Once he almost picked me up by the neck. Slender walked in so he couldn't.'

'uuh what??' 

And EJ just stands there not sure how to react."


So yeah... Meanwhile there are roleplays i should be responding to but my brain is to busy with these ideas and stories for my ocs.

      Eri_chan-aizawa

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      Hello, i am deeply sorry I haven't been online. Im going to be completely honest. 

I have been trying to shift realities. If you dont not believe in it, please don't say "oh its fake". If you want yo believe that, go ahead. I dont blame you.  

I personally believe as i have had extremely close attempts, such as actually smelling something warm(i cant smell in this reality so being able to smell something was solid proof for me).

Then the other day were i physical felt being hugged, pushing someone off them floating up and getting it with ceiling fans. And those are just my close attempts in the past two months.

Before i was into harry potter (were im currently trying to shift and have gotten way more close with) i tried to shift to bnha. And felt a fluffy hoodie, or at lest i think it was a hoodie.. then heard voices beside me. I dont know who it was but i was picturing shinsou, sero and denki were playing Mario kart.. but im not sure it was them... Anyways.. to the point.

I found a new motivation to shift... To beat the living shit out of Bellatrix lestrange... Just her asking Neville about his parents makes me just want to give her a broken jaw and then turn her into a toilet..  and take a slug hammer to her... So yeah... 

I dont know why i am so defensive over Neville but damn i want to make Bellatrix pay for what she did to his parents and him.



Anyways, i hope you all have a good day.

      • Eri_chan-aizawa

        @ImGayEmoBish 

Reality shifting?  Ok. Although i do recommend watching shimmy shay on YouTube.

The jist of it is, you close your eyes and affirm your in a different reality. That is a extremely simple explanation.

There was documents released by the government for over ten years explaining it but for some reason after it started getting popular they were taken down.

Now past this point is just tips! What works for some people might not work for other.

Scripting- its just scripting the exact reality you want to go to, not creating it. Although not needed for most (i say most because some ND folks might need them to keep organized for the most part(im one of them)). It can be as long or as short as you want. But over scripting scenarios might, key word might, make it feel forced. Scripting friendships and relationships is not bad! Honest probably better to do so. But warning like In this reality things will change. Friendship and couples your script wont always stick.



Methods: they are not needed! Yeah they are recommended for beginners but you do not need them all you need is to have the intention to shift! (some times you dont even need it!) But be careful. If you dont have some idea on where you want to go you can end up somewhere different entirely. Some people say they have ended up in Roblox natural disasters.
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        Safe word/action.: It is what is kinda suggests. It is something that you say or do that brings you back here, to your original reality.
 

Something i recently learned about but im not sure actually works is a switch word or action: it switches you to a different dr.


Something everyone says to do is to make sure you script you can't bring trauma back and cant feel pain/have a high pain tolerance. Because lets be real. Its going to be hard telling your therapist "yeah... Uh, the reason don't talk about attack on Titans anymore is because i got eaten by a Titan- no im not lying! No it wasn't a dream"

Or that explaining your were in the wizarding war, heros vs villians war from bnha. 

It wont be fun, and worse if your therapist isnt willing to listen to you  explain reality shifting. The worse case(or best case depending on your mental health) you'd get sent to a pychward.
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      • Eri_chan-aizawa

        @Eri__Aizawa13  


Thanks! :)
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      Eri_chan-aizawa

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      Im alive, sadly but eh, anyways sorry havent posted or replied to things. But things havent gotten better.












(Tw relapse)








Hey, this is lasting longer then expected.. and ended up uh... Well. Ive ended up relapsing, so thats fun. No substance as well, i didnt have an addict to the. In the first place. Not say what i relapsed with because well, kids use wattpad and also could trigger someone else.. 


Anyways, sorry. 

Please take care, take your meds if you have them, drink your water and try to have something to eat. Oh btw  you are perfect the way you are, fuck what people say about you if its negative!

        RainBowFactoryWally

        still not feeling up for it?