Ellie

My names Eliza Anderson 
I'm 15
I've done alot of things in my life i regret. 
I've hurt people and pushed them away. 
I'm lost and insecure. 
You see a smile on my face but you dont see the pain i'm hideing. 

I have deep depression,
I'm sorry, I'm really a mess right now 
I'm trying my best to get it together somehow 
But i will never be right again, not fully 

I love my music, it has gotten me through so much, i guess you could say it has saved my life. It has made me who i am today, as well as singing and dancing. It has made me alive, and i honestly dont think i would be here if it was for music. I feel pain through music, you can tell somebodys story but listening to the lyrics. 

I have been dancing since i was like 8 months old (me in my back ground picture) I have been doing hip hop, contemporary, ballet and classical jazz since i can remember. Its amazing to free your mind and let your body take over. You're another person. 

I will always support you no matter what. If you're gay - thats okay. If you have dark coloured skin - i dont care. No matter what i will always be there for you. If it means staying up till 3 am in the morning talking to you and helping you through your problems. I will do it. I mean it. We all have our deamons and if you need to release, talk to me. I will never and have never judged anybody. I promise you that

I dont have many close friends cause i have pushed them away, but i have a few main people in my life who have stuck by me through anything and everything. 
@Blakeyboy is my main boy! Hes like my brother, hes an amazing guy and everybody loves him. Sorry but hes taken but his amazing boy friend Ethnee ;) Yep, he's gay. Hes proud and loud of it too! 

If you want to hear my story, let me know. I will be more then happy to tell you it! 
Stay Strong x