Elena Elise

idk if i should scream or cry i wrote a story which was deleted twice. i am literally going to jump off a cliff now bye-

ALSO I JUST HAD MY SCIENCE EXAM WHICH DETERMINES EVERYTHING BECAUSE I FAILED MY LAST TWO BECAUSE SCIENCE IS LITERALLY MY WEAKEST SUBJECT SO IM WAITING FOR THE RESULTS WISH ME LUCK OKAY BYE

I WANT TO TEXT MY CRUSH AND SAY EVERYTHING IM FEELING BUT I CANT SO I WILL JUST WRITE IT HERE 
          
          
          
          i love you so much and idec if you dont like me because im so in love with you and i want to kiss you so hard but if i kiss you then i wont be able to stop and if you make me stop i will ruin everything because im doomed to have bad relationships because every relationship i get in gets ruined but i love you so much and not even the teenage type of love this is the heart wrenching love that consumes a person completely until they lose all control and guess what ******** ****** i've lost all control so just come tmr and let me do whatever i want to you i wont tell you to come or even remind you but i'll wait there and i really really hope you come
          
          
          
          
          OKAY BYE
          you know you love me
          xoxo
          elena

okay imma vent now.
          one of my 'frnds' sent an ss of me and my bsf sleeping (we were sitting in the bus and my head was on his shoulder) to my principal and she kicked my bsf out of schl first of all that was not at all cool of my principal but okay then the 'frnd' called my bsf and told him that i told the principal to kick him out and now my bsf is mad at me and he has blocked me everywhere and i have gotten 3 panic attacks just because of this like what and that 'frnd' is telling everyone he did this and everyone is all like "damn bro thats dope" like wtf is everyone literally blind????? like what is happening am i like dreaming???? like hello????????

Hello! I like you, so here is a cupcake for your troubles! 
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GUYS im thinking of starting a ..... *drumroll please* .... PODCAST-
          but idk if i should tho i just wanna vent there like would u guys like it? honest opinions ONLY please
          i'll only tell like my life's sad sad stories and how i was called a 'playgirl' even tho i was always the one being played-
          
          idk this just feels petty now that im writing it all out lol
          but i want your opinions cuz obviously i cant do anything without ur opinion.
          
          
          so yeah.
          
          should i?
          may i?
          can i?
          
          lmao imma stop now okay-
          
          reminder to eat food and drink water
          XOXO
          elena
          (also im thinking of changing my name back to emily idk if i should tho-)

im finally back and i have writer's block. isnt that great?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
          
          i'll post smth if i get time again....
          also im so sorry i've been ghosting everyone but tis just that i dont get time anymore bro 10th grade started like a month ago and im already having the first unit test's so yeah i've been busy
          but i dont want yall to think i've forgotten about you guys
          
          i literally dont know what i'd do without youuuuu
          
          
          
          drink water/ eat smth
          ily all so muchhhhhh
          xoxo
          elena

hey guys
          my final exams are going on rn how cool is that?!
          the fact that if i fail even ONE of these exams, i'll hv to repeat grade 9 is so exciting fr *sarcasm*
          
          i hv my english exam tmrw and my mom told me to practice story writing and diary entry and paragraph writing and stuff so here i am... back on wattpad... practicing story writing...
          
          okay but seriously i am so scared my dad took my phone and laptop till the exams are over and im literally using my mom's laptop rn help-
          
          and ik i said im back but im sorry guys after the exams i SWEAR i'll start writing again but im so sorryyyyyy
          
          
          
          ilysm
          xoxo
          elena

new acc:
          
          www.wattpad.com/story/331346065-wilbur-x-yn?utm_source=widget&utm_medium=link_copy
          
          this acc will be for my parents so no smut but you can still read it the stories are cool ig?
          good morning/night
          its 1am where i live so idk if its morning or night
          drink water
          eat smthg
          xoxo
          elena

i finally have the time and energy to write and i have writer's block :D
          good morninggg <3
          drink some water and eat something
          xoxo
          elena