Eclipse Prime

So... I haven't been on wattpad for a while. Without going into too much detail, I've been working through trauma. It's old, long-standing trauma. And since actively working through it... transformers has become a trigger. I can't watch the shows or movies, or read comics or fanworks without getting anxiety. I can'tcwrite Transformers fanfiction without getting angry or disgusted for no apparent reason. I haven't been able to even wear my transformers merch. I'm still passionate about transformers, which is why this sucks so much, but I can't physically stand it... I don't think it will last forever, but all my fics on this site are effectively put on hold until further notice. I'm sorry, and thank you all for all the support over the years. Take care, Stardust 

Been miserably sick so Chapter Six of T.D.A.S is on hold. Take care, Stardust

Chapter Six of T.D.A.S. is coming soon. I've been pretty nervous about this story since there is a self-insert/Author-insert element on top of it being a reader-insert. It did numbers when I first wrote it and people seemed to vibe with it, but that was 10 years ago. 
          
          I guess what I'm trying to say is I want to tell this story and be more happy with it than afraid that people won't like it. And I don't think I'm the only one who feels that way.
          
          Write for yourself, and share what you're willing to with others. You'll find your people. Take care, Stardust

I finished chapter five of T.D.A.S. and immediately started working on Chapter six... I can write again. I can write and I like writing and am excited to write again... I haven't really felt this good in a while... 
          
          Anyways, Chapter six is in the works! Take care, Stardust, and thanks for sticking around. 

Thinking of deleting the introductory page of T.D.A.S because I'm worried it's chasing readers away... 

A couple chapters from T.D.A.S. are unpublished and undergoing minor re-writing. it's mostly fixing how wordy they are and fixing the flow of how they read. Chapter one and two have already undergone re-writing. 
          
          Shoutout to my fellow writer @gzerbe13. Your message triggered something in brain and broke a bit of that wall I've been bashing my head against. Thank you.

Been working on the next chapter of The Disintegration  of a Star. To be honest, I've been really going back and forth on whether or not I should give up. I used to write because I wanted to... and I've been finding that I still do. So I'm gonna keep trucking along. 
          
          Anyway, sorry if this is melodramatic. Hopefully, the next chapter is out soon. I've also been working on BREACHED, so hopefully, that also gets done here soon, too.

Working on Chapter Three of my "The Disintegration of A Star" rewrite and am a little nervous that it's trash because I've reread and rewritten it three times but I'm trying to be optimistic because I know I'm way too hard on myself and it's probably fine.
          
          Anyway, hoping to get Chapter Three up later today!

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