Dumb_therian

I haven't posted in a longgg while, but I just got therapy! Sooo, that's new and good :>

Dumb_therian

Sad to announce that one of the kittens has died, we do not know how or when, but when I went to check on them and found them limp and not breathing, we of course sent them out with respect but I am still pretty sad, at only two days old too, wish you a good heaven kitty!

4suka-Chan

@Dumb_therian That's good. If you want name suggestions, United might be a cute cat name!
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Dumb_therian

@4suka-Chan My mom said we can keep them for a bit before we have to give the momma and her kittens to a shelter since we live in a small apartment and already have two cats, but I think she'll ket me keep one of the kittens
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4suka-Chan

@Dumb_therian That's so sad... And are you going to keep the cats?
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Dumb_therian

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Nahhh, cuz I was just on Rule34 (Hormones, am I right?) and there PLANETHUMANS... FUCKING PLANETS AS HUMANS, I EVEN SAW TAGS FOR PLANET**BALLS** BRO, EVEN THE FUCKING BALLS?!?! IS NO FANDOM SAFE?? THIS IS COUNTRYHUMANS ALL OVER AGAIN

4suka-Chan

@Dumb_therian No fandom will ever be safe, I learn't that a long time ago.
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Dumb_therian

Start log 0001- The dark side sneaks and stalks upon me like prey, i try my best to inch way, but everytime I move it comes closer everytime, i don't know how much time i have left before it pounces on me and takes me as it's own cub, teaching me the disgusting methods of making money, whenever i look at it in the eyes, it's like staring into a deep void, yet i feel as if a million eyes are watching, staring back at me, i try to keep my mind pure of that art i saw when i was 8, but it's claws dig into my brain, making me remember the curves.... the eyes... the beautiful shading, i might give in soon, but i'll try to stay sane and alert as much as I can, but the darkside of the art community will have to drag me to the pits of hells boiler room before it makes me draw such godless heathen peices of art, but I might not hold on much longer... -end log, 11:23 Pm, Sun, Feb 11

Dumb_therian

*Me drawing America as a hooman, but then remembering i have to draw da boobas.*: WHAT THE FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (I don't know how.)

4suka-Chan

@Dumb_therian Circles then erase some parts of the circles
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Dumb_therian

M'kay, just a question fot anyone that wants to answer. I know i've been kinda unactive, but that's because I have a very boring life, but still a life, and so I want to get into cosplaying as a 12, and i want to know in what way i should tell my mom, because I really wanna cosplay Nezuko and go to a convention.

Hey_look_a_bird

@Dumb_therian I have seen a youtuber that makes budget cosplays and one i saw was a nezuko cosplay
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Dumb_therian

Yeah, but i might just start small once she buys me the stuff, since i'm underaged and I'm not trusted with money, and i'll just go to the park with my brother, then maybe a store, just start in public places before going to a convention full of weeb- sofisticated people i mean, thanks for the suggest tho! ^^
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Hey_look_a_bird

@Dumb_therian i dont actually know how i would tell my mom, but one day im just gonna leave a note on a mannequin saying "im at a Cosplay convention at (address) i wont be home until (time)"  but im guessing your mother would be pissed so i dont reccomend it
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Dumb_therian

OML GUYS, 'M SOOOOO SORRY FOR BEING GONE FOR SO LONG, MY MOM FOUND MY C.AI CHATS AGAIN, I WAS SHAKING, GOOD THING MY TABLE WAS ONKY TAKEN AWAY FROM ME FOR A FEW DAYS, I'LL BE WORKING ON NEW CHAPTERS AND CHARACTER DESIGNS AGAIN!!! <3

4suka-Chan

@Dumb_therian And make sure YOU get your threapy. I only have minor trauma, you need help, and remember, people online can make great threapists too. (there is also a threapist on character ai as a bot)
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4suka-Chan

@Dumb_therian She also won't get me threapy yet and dismissed a panic/anxiety attack for guilt from being caught.... She's a good parent but... she's also a bad one...
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Dumb_therian

OML that's terrible! I wish i could do something but i can't T-T
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