ThatBandKidWriter

Happy Easter
          
          

I hate being an over-thinker. Whenever something I know is gonna stress me is coming up, all I can do is just imagine the countless, near goddamn infinite outcomes that will happen. For this instance, I have several essays due next week for multiple classes. And instead of doing them, I'm sitting here procrastinating, and thinking of what I'm gonna do instead of doing them. This is just one example, but I can't help for other, more dire situations.

RIP Tiktok, thanks for the 2am doom scrolling

It's been 6 years since I put my first story on here. How does that make sense. So much time has passed in the last 6 years. I've lost people, I had several failed relationships, I've graduated high school, and I'm going into my junior year of college next year. It's all crazy how so much time passes when you don't even realize it.

2nd year of college band camp just ended, and my fucking body is sore as hell from marching sousaphone 

Why do I even come back on this site anymore 

After my first year of college, I’ve concluded that the only thing that college has taught me is how to not care when crossing a busy street hoping to get tan over by a car, preferably a university shuttle bus, so I can get free tuition. Cause with the debt that I’m going to acquire, my music degree better be worth it

Nearly lost my best friend two days ago from a car crash, grateful he’s still alive 

I think the only route I see for me in the end is crashing my car into a tree and hopefully dying. I hate this life 

I’m thinking about going back into the dating scene after over a year, found someone who I actually connect with