Hope Tony

How is everyone?

How are everyone? I'm feeling so awful, anxious and Overthinking. Got a terrible Breakdown. Tell me how are you. X

I love you and it hurts. So addicted to the pain. When the whole world is afraid, i crave death. Invisible scars all over me and ghost ache. So unbearable cause i know i ain't ready to love... 

Hurts so much

Won My first writing contest! It was an essay but never mind ✌️

I'm wondering should i write the english version of Огън, лед и малко отрова, Night and dawn : desert rose(league of legends and mobile legends fanfics) and She Wolf(a Miraculous fanfic). I have college exams and i'm not pretty sure someone will bother to read My shit

1 year since i created this account and posted My first story 

It really pisses me off how people associate Camila only with Havana and Senorita. Like listen to some of the not so famous and unreleased songs like Scar tissue and Only told the moon. They deserved so much better. Also Mendes has always planned to separate Camila from the group, firstable with ikwydls and now with this. Really well played i admit

Just take my heart out
          That'll make it better.
          I love you dark cloud
          But i want good weather.
          
          And I'm so tired
          Took all my weapons.
          Now I'm hardwired.
          Too many weapons.
          
          Followed you through the dark
          Tried to lead you to the light
          But i didn't saw a single spark
          Only endless night.
          
          You've got me singing
          These are the lyrics.
          You've got me breaking
          These are the pieces.
          
          Just take my heart out.
          That'll make it better.
          I love you dark cloud
          But i need good weather...

I just want you to know that i'm really grateful for your love and support and i owe it all to you. You're amazing and you're really inspiring me to keep on doing this. I'm so sorry i'm getting late with posting new chapters but my condition isn't going well. My anxiety (it's real, doctors confirmed it) is really bad but this is making me who i am, teaching me enphaty and inspiring my characters. So i want you to know that it's okay to feel, to feel pain and amptiness and sorrow and whatever you feel. Our emotions are valid. They are making us human and they are giving life to the best stories. ❤