Daisy

I just noticed how much I hate doing SMART Goal setting assignments. 

I finally graduated I'm so happy with my self for working so hard and not giving up on my self 

Happy 19th birthday to me this is the first birthday that my parents are gone for home it feels weird knowing that they are not home to celebrate with me 

I'm  almost done with my senior year 

I swear no matter how much I put my hard work in I never end up winning I had helped my classmates when they were struggling with their outfit that we need to make for our show. No matter how much I run around to make everything perfect for the show so we look good I end up losing to people that do last minute work and cheat. And I end up getting the bad end of the stick I'm tried of people using me and not saying thank you when I help them I'm just tried of people not recognize my hard work in things that I'm passionate about. I thought I won third place I was happy because I was the top three but I'm teacher told me today that she said the wrong group it hurt me because I thought they saw my hard work passion and patience in my outfit but I was wrong. 

I had got some bad news today my cousin had told me a little while ago that I was going to be a aunt again and I got news today that the baby passed away it hurt that I didn't got to meet my niece or nephew when I was hoping that things will go alright but it never do I just wanted my family to be happy and not suffer any more buf this is life when you have to suffer. 

I fuck up I had to change my computer so I  borrow my class computer and charge mine where the rest of our class computer are at and some how it with missing I'm so and freaking out about it because it the school one they give to us to use because  if I don't find it I will have to pay a big amount of money for it if not then I don't graduate:( 

Well I just found out my blood type after going my hole  life not knowing it so I'm B+ there if anything happens I just know it B+ now. 

I swear my school so fucking stupid. One they just gave us e-hall pass to use when have to go the bathroom or any where else in school and  that you can use only use on our laptop and  we  can only used it twice a day. And we have to be in the library in 5 minutes before lunch start or we will be close out or we get a pass from lunch room 

Happy new years everyone hope 2023 is feeling best year for us this year 
          
          
          P.s. sorry for the late post