Have you considered therapy?

I am reconsidering everything I planned for October due to Roblox's actions towards my accounts.
          
          You've read about my account getting banned for sexual content, But I wasn't the culprit but someone else, aka a Hacker. Now unfortunately my Alt account that I was using for a whole (but not too much just few hours then disappears for a week), was terminated for allegedly running from something I did. I am contacting Roblox through email to reconsider the termination since I am using that account and slightly became attached. If Roblox hates me for existing, well I apologise for existing.
          
          I hope that Roblox changes for the better and free my accounts

Despite the Forsaken drama seemingly endless in this fandom and someone has started another one which is worse and making others judge everyone. I am still making Chapters, requests and the Kinktober for it is my work and not related to [REDACTED] despite being a Forsaken related work.
          
          Forsaken is a good game with terrible things in the fandom, I hope people realize that hating or attacking on certain people in the team of Forsaken won't do anything, you're making things worse. I hope the Devs just do something and make boundaries in the community for it to not become worse (I'm sure you are aware on everything in Forsaken that happens).

I will be focusing on Forsaken x reader (SHADOW PUPPETEER) this will be my main focus, meaning some of my contents will be having slow posts or updates, I am still not in the right mood. Though there's an upcoming book for Blocktales x reader first chapter is being made.
          
          When October arrives, all posts will be paused for the KINKTOBER event.

Hello everyone, unfortunately I will not be active in a while due to unfortunate events that made me feel down and frustrated. My Roblox account was hacked, the hacker used a sexual content image that made my account banned. I do not know if the hacker is still active in my account but I am so frustrated because all my hardwork was on that account, I was desperately grinding for the bloxy Shedletsky skin only for my own account to be banned. I hate the fact that there are people out there who wants to make your life suffer. I will try to make posts but it won't be much.

Kinktober is being decided, probably mostly Forsaken,LMK and probably some other stuff 

Ahem anyways I just remembered one of my friends are my follower... (⌐■-■)
          
          
          So anyways should we join Kinktober or should I put a gun against my head

I realized that due to time zones, my upload on the dare isn't going to be on September 9 on other countries 

My fingers feel numb for some reason, if I type I feel a little sense of touch for some reason

Losing motivation, feeling down so much, depression probably getting worse again, the constant Thoughts of my intrusive thoughts again and period.
          
          
          I'm totally going insane.
          
          Oh yeah and the constant anxiety of every word that's towards me.

I'll do a request, an art request, drawing either a character from Roblox or other fandoms I know (Undertale, Deltarune, DoD, Blocktales, Vocaloid or UTAU, and etc) I'll also draw avatars, but I'll only draw one person's request only