where have i been..? guys.. i cannot fathom how lazy ive been, ive been to the psych ward and they didnt allow my phone but im back ! tysm for 10k reads on “tsmt” !
i cannot get over the last five words of “tolerate it” by taylor swift. they mean so much to me and I DO NOT KNOW WHY. it goes from “i sit and watch you tolerate it” to just “i sit and watch you” HE DOESNT TOLERATE IT ANYMORE. HES DONE. OVER. GONE.
i deeply apologize for not updating literally any single one of my books. i have been sick since thursday and i CANNOT move my back/neck. i am in pain, i have no clue if i have to get surgery but i will update one of my BOT books.
XO, dior
im just letting yall know the next chapter to “this is me trying” will have MAJOR mentions or stuff hinting towards body dysmorphia, and if you have triggers towards stuff like that, PLEASE DO NOT READ !
just letting yall know, the next chapter to “this is me trying” could possibly be soul crushing. not spoiling anything but this dude name mark finna show up