Thank you, guys sm for caring or even worrying about me. During that time, I had some.. problems, and when Zem tried to commit. Also, I've heard that they are in the hospital, but non-responsive. I don't really know what our friendship or even relationship is now after the poem they left me said that they liked me. I don't know if they will try to commit again, but I really hope they won't... Again, thank you so much for caring. I may not be as active in conversations, but my other friends have recommended that I update to cope and keep things off my mind, thanks ya'll sm.