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Guys, is it okay if I quit....? I kinda don't want to write anything anymore.....
          
          I can't stop thinking about my mother's words......she asked me when I will live her.....
          
          I don't know what to respond cuz I can't leave my father alone by himself......why is it so hard for me to decide? They are both a good parents..... that's what makes it harder.....
          
          Also, if your wondering about the "incident" well, I don't care about that anymore, that doesn't matter to me now.
          
          What matter rn is my divorced parents.....I can't even choose......and everytime my mother cried..... it's heartbreaking....
          
          Soo I'm sorry, I can't finished the Yan Shelly au.....I also have to cancelled Cosmo's sleepover au aswell.....I'm sorry......
          
          i just.... can't write anymore with this thoughts......
          
          Sooo goodbye everyone! Have a nice day/night! I will never forget y'all.....
          
          Sophie is out.....
          
          

Time to go home.....I will miss my mom....

VENT:
          
          Well my mom asked me this...
          
          “do you like to live with me or your dad?”
          
          “ uhh both! ”
          
          Ofc....I have to say both cuz I love them both equally......I can't choose who I love the most cuz I love both of my parents! Jeez....why having this type of family is so difficult? Like imagine both of your parents got divorced since you were just a child and you didn't even know EVERYTHING that time....
          
          I still don't know why they divorced tho but my father said....my mother wanted to....
          
          I honestly hate when I have a family that got divorced and had to live with one of them.....I used to live with my mom but now, I live with my dad..... because I told my dad that my step-dad touched my pr!vate part$ when I was asleep....my lil sis also saw it too....
          
          Soo that's why we live with him now.....
          
          I'm literally gonna cry at this point cuz tomorrow....I will have to go back home....soo tomorrow would be the last day to see my mom......jeez I'm literally gonna teared up as I write this......
          
          Idk if I ever moved with my mom or not cuz she asked me if I would and I didn't know what to say......like no I can't tell her the true cuz I don't want to hurt her feelings or my Dad's feelings too it makes me guilty.........
          
          (Yes I am literally just crying rn....)

Everyone I'm sorry but I cannot write the chapter today cuz I have to go somewhere again.....and it's because a family wants to see me and my lil sis soo uhh yeah, I won't be writting! And I feel like I might update it pretty late...and I'm struggling rn cuz I have two au's to write and one of them doesn't have a book cover yet (it's Cosmo's sleepover if you want to know)
          
          Soo uhh yeah, I might update it late again.....sooo pls spare me guys ::praying hands::
          
          Btw like I said, if you want Yuri then Tisha has to go :3
          
          Sooo said goodbye to Tisha in that au :3

Ykw? I'ma just sleep rn, I will write it later! XD
          
          And I'm tired after walking around....soo I will be sleeping early, goodnight! ^^
          
          (Also, I didn't not get paid enough to write the chapter faster /j) 

*sighed* time to write until I fell asleep...also, NO YURI'S FOR YOU GUYS!! >:) 
          
          Okay just kidding, you will be getting it! But Tisha has to go first ^^

Okay this is the fpe ships I should've ship back then.
          
          Instead of shipping Olive oil x Eagle, I should've ship Eaglex Apple instead, idk if it makes sense but....at least it's legal right? I'm so stupid to ship eagle with an 18 years old guy. ::skull emoji::
          
          Also instead of shipping Alice x Claire, why not ship Claire x Bubble or Claire x Lana? Cuz yeah....btw I do not ship Alice x Claire cuz....
          
          SHE KILLED HER!!
          
          Also is Oliver really 27? I thought Katie said Oliver is 18-19 while Alice is 19.....but still you don't have to remind me twice that this is a proship. I know. And I don't ship it anymore.
          
          Engel x Abbie, Claire x Bubble and Claire x Lana is kinda cute tbh but too bad I left the fandom, idk if the fandom was alive or not.

Okay coming back home rn, just realized I was going Kidzania and yeah all I bought is a pen lol.
          
          Btw since there is a place where we make animations I decided to do one.
          
          They said we can make our own stories but yk what I did? I just did some shit where this character I made called "Mr Red Guy" stepping on Cosmo and Astro came to save him and threw Mr Red Guy to the sky.
          
          Then they Both kiss and walked together to get some ice cream, even the kid next to me laughed at it.
          
          And the lady just let me do it anyways :D
          
          The lady also let me recorded on my phone first before leaving.
          
          (I also didn't add Cosmo's socks cuz the app is being shit and besides, it's rushed)
          

Guys I won't be online much today cuz my mom wants to bring me,my lil sis and my baby sister somewhere. (Yes I have a baby sister but her real dad is my step dad ofc)
          
          Well we are going somewhere where we are playing or sum, soo ig having fun will get my mind off things.
          
          Soo I won't be online much today soo don't expect me to be writing rn cuz I didn't start it rn >:) 
          
          Sooo bye! Hope y'all have a good day/night!

*raising middle finger cutely at you for no reason*