ColorMeInfinite

If you still exist as one of my followers, know that I'm still writing. I'm just not writing Shadow Me, recently. If you feel like supporting an angry bitch like me, consider reading Taking back the Moon. It's a collection of stories, notes, poems, and songs that have helped me through dealing with the worst night of my life. If you're ready for truth bombs, anger, sadness, and all out warfare... Read it. Follow it. Star it. For the "man" out there that sparked this story, I. Am. Not. Here. For. It. 

ColorMeInfinite

If you still exist as one of my followers, know that I'm still writing. I'm just not writing Shadow Me, recently. If you feel like supporting an angry bitch like me, consider reading Taking back the Moon. It's a collection of stories, notes, poems, and songs that have helped me through dealing with the worst night of my life. If you're ready for truth bombs, anger, sadness, and all out warfare... Read it. Follow it. Star it. For the "man" out there that sparked this story, I. Am. Not. Here. For. It. 

ColorMeInfinite

Some days the world fights you, and some days you fight the world. I've posted two chapters of Shadow Me recently. Read it if you want, or don't. I'm not pushy. End of commercial. Big shout out if my friends get this reference. Love to all, and Happy Thanksgiving!

ColorMeInfinite

I'm rarely here anymore... the fallout from being raped. I was so ready to finish Shadow Me. I still have it all planned out, in writing. But anger, depression, and PTSD leave me updating Taking back the Moon instead. My next chapter is very important. If you ever read - I really tried today to pull back on my anger and write out my feelings with creativity and imagery. It's hard. It's all so hard.

ColorMeInfinite

Hi guys... I'm back, kind of. I haven't been able to write a single bit of Shadow Me. I don't know if I'll ever be able to. That was a different life; a different girl. I hope one day I can come back to it. Maybe once the dust has settled. Instead, I've been writing something else. A short story. Chronicles, really. Take them as you will. Fiction, non-fiction,  chick-lit, inspirational. It is what it needs to be for whoever reads it. Miss you guys. <3

ColorMeInfinite

Hi, guys. I miss you all. I miss writing. Things have been extremely tough in my life from my relationship with my ex lasting 7 years and then ending in the dumpster 2 months before we were to get married. Then six weeks ago, an assault has me reeling from my life. I just keep telling myself... start reading. Start writing. It will come back to you. I want to write. I want to finish Shadow Me. I just suddenly feel like there's no control over my life. Thank you to everyone who has read in my absence. I'm going to see if I can get a chapter up sometime in the next months. Having been diagnosed with PTSD keeps me on a few medicines that keep my concentration low. I miss you all. <3 you all. Hope to speak with you again sometime soon.

MAndALaptop

@ColorMeInfinite i know this was awhile ago, but I'm so sorry to hear this!! hope things are better for you now!! :)
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anupamarc

@ColorMeInfinite  I have seen enough to know that words may not help much and mostly mean nothing but as an author it is a tremendous strength to have. Hang in there.
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ColorMeInfinite

@anupamarc You are so kind to reply to this one big bit of thought bubbles popping. Things are crazy. Medical bills are high when people hurt you. The justice system takes too long to help. But youre right. Maybe one paragraph at a time. <3
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ColorMeInfinite

Well, guys. It's been awhile. Way too long, if you ask me. Things have been not so great in my life recently and have completely knocked me off course in ways that I never expected. After a long time of getting myself together, I'm glad to say I have FINALLY started writing more of Shadow Me. I'm hoping to get a new chapter up soon. <3 all.

ColorMeInfinite

Attention Dear Readers: as I've just begin revision, please note that the chapter titles and structure for Shadow Me will be a little wonky until I've finished editing completely. I'll post an update when the editing is completed. Some chapters will be getting a bit of new information. :) I don't expect anyone to go back and reread, of course. I'll post which chapters gained some new info later on. LOVE YOU ALL!

Austin-longenecker

I'm curious, most authors write in the past tense, what made you decide to write in the present tense? I... Uh, couldn't get far in your book, because I like past tense. There's nothing wrong with present tense writing, just I'm not particularly fond of it.

Austin-longenecker

Its not work :-P lots of vacation. This week, VBS. Next week, church camp.  Then we're gpoing to Puerto Rico, then another church camp.  
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ColorMeInfinite

@Austin-longenecker Believe me, I know those feels. With work... gahh. Nope. Zero time. Maybe now that I've actually written the outline though, I can finally get some work done on it. Are you going to be entering the Wattys2016?
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Austin-longenecker

I look forward to some annoying comments :-P  I've stopped getting any comments recently because this summer, I'm crazy busy so I don't got much time to write anything mew.
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