Верховный лидер

I had the most restful nap in my life but my ate decided it was a good time to jumpscare me awake by yelling “GO GET THE FOOD” while she sits there watching whatever on her computer

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT, I JUST STRETCHED AND WHY THE FUCK DID IT DISCOMBOBULATE MY SHOULDER JOINT AWAY FROM WHERE ITS SUPPOSED TO BE. I’M LIMP AND TENSE AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME WHILE MY BONE IS DOING THE DAMN WORM

I like cuddles. Well used to really, until mom kept making me uncomfortable.
          I really wanna cuddle someone, but I always turn to the damn pillow, my cousin is nice to cling onto (I hugged her in my sleep once during a vacation to the beach since the rooms aircon was aiming directly at the top bunk and it was too cold we had to reposition ourselves)
          Cuddling sounds nice, hugging people too, head pats, I still want those, still receive them if I beg or ask  nicely

One bread in…just need to finish the other one. I almost fucking vomit the damn thing outa my throat- no I WANNA VOMIT MY INTESTINES OUT THIS IS SO DISGUSTING

I have been avoiding a certain chocolate/butter…DARK. FUCKING. CHOCOLATE AND GOYA DOUBLE HAZELNUT SPREAD. I’VE BEEN AVOIDING IT LIKE THE PLAGUE. BUT NOW I GOTTA EAT IT. I NOW GOTTA YAP SO I CAN AVOID VOMITING BECAUSE I NEED TO KEEP MY BRAIN BUSY

I’m a sneaky lil’ fucker, I just came up with a whole ass plan on how to get a binder and how to hide it- like I know how to get one during Christmas since if I’m lucky our class might get to do the secret Santa thing. When I have to clear out my locker all I gotta do is hide it in my house (in the drawers, back of my closet, at the bottom of my art box. If school starts I’ll just hide it in my locker :)

FUCK. WHY DOES IT KEEP DISCOMBOBULATING WITH IT’S COMPASS, I LITERALLY FELT DISLOCATION IN THE PREVIOUS COMPLAINT BUT WHEN I PROPPED MY ELBOW ON THE DAMN TABLE DID THE PAIN GO “OH YEAH THIS IS WHERE I’M SUPPOSED TO BR I THINK”

OH HELL NAH MY SHOULDER WENT FROM ‘can’t move up’ TO ‘can’t go back’ LIKE Y’KNOW WHEN YOU BEND YOUR ARM AND MOVE IT A BIT TO THE BACK IT FELT LIKE THE CONNECTION BETWEEN MY COLLARBONE AND MY SHOULDER GOT DISCOMBOBULATED AND DECIDED TO MOVE OUTWARD BECAUSE OF MY SLEEPING POSITION

My shoulder feels like it got disconnected like a broken Bluetooth speaker. I can sometimes barely even lift it up

Lil fun fact! Gen is the only one who doesn’t do anything on stage other than narrate or does very obnoxiously long introductions like‘here is the magnificent, terrific, beautiful, extraordinary—‘ Aven is the only one who has the guts to say ‘Shut the fuck up already and SAY. MY. NAME’ and deal with Gen nearly murdering them in their sleep for interrupting their time in the spotlight :3