Codm

Jesus Christ games are getting more expensive man.
          
          Doom The Dark Ages cost 1mil IDR.
          
          And BF6 ore order is 800K IDR.
          
          I really do want to get BF6 but holy shit I might need to find a job first.

https://www.wattpad.com/1561765927?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Codmplayer2514

https://www.wattpad.com/1561743452?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Codmplayer2514

So now I've just found out that I MAY have loosened my jaw to the point of needing surgery to fix it...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I have hit rock bottom.

I know I shouldn't have ranted about not accompanying my own dad but l am just absolutely livid because I need to go there by train, in the morning.
          
          And morning comutes are horrendous here in Indonesia because the trains get packed and I am not gonna like standing for nearly 4 hours straight.

My mood right now is very much fucked up.
          
          The reason is that my dad is going to have to undergo surgery due to kidney problems and he wants me to stay with him.
          
          Like I get it I don't spend much time with my dad but why does it have to be me every single time? It would always be me if I don't have any other schedule except collage.
          
          This is one of the more reasons why I prefer being in collage for 5 to 7 days a week compared to having a 3 month free time.

Update:
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1539318048?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Codmplayer2514

https://www.wattpad.com/1531538447-just-a-normal-human-or-am-i-old-version-info
          
          Changes to make it more realistic with my Halo Infinite Spartan

Me: Alright, let's get this chaoter done!
          
          My Brain: You haven't played War Thunder and Team Fortress 2 for 9 hours. Here is boredom.
          
          Me who suddenly got bored: Fuuuuuuuuuck...
          
          This is me everytime I try to just make a new chapter.

I don't know if I want to pause making chapters right now but lately I have getting into playing a lot of games.
          
          Mainly an addiction to War Thunder because. Let's be real, sniping someone far away in a tank with no form of rangefinder whatsoever really makes dopamine rush your brain.
          
          Also bought Half-Life 2 because I looked up the workshop because curiousity and found out that Lapis from Action Taimanin replaces Alyx. And by God the model is good though there is a lot of things that makes the model kinda broken in animated sequences.