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Chapter seventeen is live, and it’s one that really demands your attention—find a quiet spot and settle in to fully soak in the tension. Oh, and it’s a 10k word chapter, so be sure to carve out some time to dive in! Enjoy! ;)
jeckasbae
@CloudNinescribe damn thank you so much author <33 I hope your doing mentally okay tho and I appreciate your work
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RitikaSharma065415
Are u ok author
Give us a lil update about u
It's been months now
allthetim
Ok, after more than one response on the subject, I decided to write.
We don't really know each other, frostfire is the only thread connecting us, we don't even communicate through social networks except for the limited forum of the book page here. So yes, I miss the book, and your mesmerizing chapters. So much. But I saw something else here - I saw admiration and I wanted to know what it was about. And the truth is, I understood that behind such chapters there probably stands a respected person. So I opened chapter after chapter, and I found all your responses in the chapters. And I realized that this is a person who is not only smart but also kind-hearted and special. And since we are human beings and nothing more, and closeness makes us care about each other - the small worry turned into a silent prayer and into hope that you are really well. When you return, it will be a double joy - also about the book, but mainly because you are okay. Tell us good news, Emma!!
jeckasbae
I genuinely hope you’re doing okay, honestly the chapters are not what I care about. I care about your well-being I was hoping for atleast some message to know you’re okay, but it’s fine if you don’t update anymore (please leave the book up though.) I just hope you’re okay. Hope you’re doing well mentally and physically and I hope you just give us a tiny update on you. Cause I know you said if you disappear again you didn’t abandon us, but it is okay if you did (not exactly abandoned but went on a huge hiatus.) everyone needs a break, especially with writing cause I bet it gets stressful especially with a lot of new fans reading your book. I just hope you know if you ever return we’d be joyed we could never be mad at you author <33 I’d just be joyed to atleast know if your alive rather then js getting chapters (as much as I miss our boy sorenn) you matter more than a fictional book. But I really respect you, especially with writing your first ever book. That has gotta be a lot of hard work and everyone would be stressed with doing what you did! Hope you’re okay. Just know we’d love a little update to know your atleast alright, none of us would ever be mad at you!! :))
brillastellina
Honestly I don't even care about the updates, I just hope you're healthy and safe. I remember when the first chapters were published, you used to take the time to respond to every single comment. And not just a simple "thank you" (and even there, as a watpadd reader, I never even expected from authors) but like actual paragraphs. Obviously with the success this book had in such a short period of time, it was impossible to keep doing that, but for what it lasted, you really seemed like a thoughtful and passionate person. This to say I hope you're okay and if you ever read this, it is your. right. to take all the time you want/need and you should never feel pressured to write (or anything really) if you don't want to.
allthetim
dying to open the book page and see an update.
How do we deal with the fact that the book really stopped?
jeckasbae
@allthetim Yeah she said that, so I think she’s just taking a long hiatus as she’s said herself if she disappears sehs just under a lot of stress. (I’m also trying to give me my own hope lmao)
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allthetim
Did she really say that? You gave me hope!! Thank you♡
Because I checked and saw that two months had passed but it was different from 7 months..so I started to let go.. Life is not just busy, and I'm sure everyone has a good reason to disappear- I wish everything will work out for her.
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jeckasbae
I don’t think it stopped, she probably is taking a long hiatus again, last time she took two months and said that a lot of personal stuff irl happened, where she deactivated notification and ghosted us, probbaly is happening again. So just have hope. I also remember she said if she does another disappearing act, she’s just buried under stress. So give let’s all give her time to recover and heal.
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allthetim
Good progress for a book that hasn't been updated in over six months. I can't imagine how popular it would be if there were more updates.
jeckasbae
30k reads!! Good job Ema, your book is absolutely amazing and I’m glad it’s getting some recognition. As much as I want to gatekeep lowk it does rlly need recognition even if it’s unfinished! Hope you’ll return soon!$
allthetim
Regarding Sorenn
Since I understand quite a bit about mental health..
Although lithium is mainly intended for bipolar disorder, I'm not sure that Soren is bipolar. In order for him to be diagnosed as manic, in its classic version at least, he needs to have both depressive episodes and an elevated mood, which Soren does not have. Soren mainly deals with tantrums, depression due to his negative perception and probably also post-trauma that will become clear later.
What is more, he has psychotic points as I noticed. Therefore, maybe it is psychotic depression, or a mood disorder that combines psychosis. Or maybe mania in its rarer version - which I and the general public are less familiar with, but it seems possible in light of the tantrums and lack of sleep. But haven't we been exposed to Soren's elevated and carefree mood yet?? Hahaha
Just expanding the knowledge of all of us Because we have no idea what Emma is planning yet
jeckasbae
@allthetim your not wrong thiugh so maybe it isn’t bipolar but Ema knows a lot better (obviously) than what we know so who knows what it is
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jeckasbae
@allthetim I mean we don’t see the chapters throughout his daily life, only when Gabriel appears, and Gabriel doesn’t exactly elicit positive reactions or responses giving his bitch ahh personality, so that doesn’t help with Sorenn’s so called bipolar. And it was written the bipolar label doesnt exactly cover it or isnt exactly correct maybe? Smth like that, somewhere in around chapter 15/16 it said that… So it could be something else entirely maybe idk what though I’m not exactly researching anything. And I do agree it could also be psychotic depression as it does has a lot of points and have symptoms like sorenn has that we know of.
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jeckasbae
I hope you’re doing okay.