LedyKsusha1
Hi, Lizzie! I really want to know if you liked episode 6 of the amazing digital circus, because I don't have anyone to talk to about it, so I decided to ask you. I really enjoyed it. I cried four times while watching it yesterday and today. I'm both excited and sad that Jax has finally been revealed, but it's also disappointing that he's even more traumatized than I thought. And I can't see him the way I used to, because now when I watch the rest of the episodes, I feel very sad and depressed because I understand how he felt. He felt the way he did in episode 6. There's a lot of emotion, and I understand why Gooseworks said we'd be depressed. Because right now I'm feeling a whole range of emotions, but at the same time I'm feeling empty, sad, and I can't find anything to occupy myself with. I can't switch my mind, and I've tried to do something, I've tried. Singing, but I can't, I just can't.
CircusBaby_1st
@LedyKsusha1 Yeah, I understand! Well, no matter what, I will always be here whenever you want to talk! <3
LedyKsusha1
@ CircusBaby_1st Thank you for understanding! I would really like to talk to you, but I don't know how
CircusBaby_1st
@LedyKsusha1 Yeah, I totally see your points with Jax's character! I'm sorry you're going through all of that, and if you ever need anybody to talk to, I will always be there for you. Seeing the episode, I totally understand what you meant! Seeing Jax and his breakdown really hurt me inside, since I also used to feel the same way. I won't get into it much, but I am really worried that he will abstract eventually, which concerns me a bit, especially since he pushes everybody away who even attempts to get close to him. The episode definitely hurts to watch towards the end, just seeing him internally break down just...breaks my heart. I am worried he will be the one to abstract next, and that concerns me, since I understand the pain he is going through, since if he gets close to any of the characters, when they abstract (just like with Ribbit and Kaufmo) he will only feel pain. Seeing this episode makes me realize how bleak and existential this existence truly is. Knowing that anybody you become friends with could just...abstract the next day, it's a horrid thought and I understand where he is coming from, and I hope that Pomni will be able to help him break out of his self-deprecating and isolating cycle, but I don't know. I really hope for the best for him, no matter what <33
